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ok.
didnt end up gg to PubCrawl on Friday
cos' megggg my darlinkx came!!! (:
were tired,
so went home to zzzzzz.
allister didnt go too well on pubcrawl,
but glad he's doing so much better now!

darlin' al,
hope ure feeling wayy betterrrrrr.
i miss you! and im worrying bout you 24-7.

anyway,
didnt exactly do much this week.
was supposed to meet you yday
but as usual,
you dont turn up for things.
anyhow,
im OVER THIS. what am i gonna do with you?

sigh.
so my week's been bad.
alex shld knw.
i fell into a chronic depression mood.
YES.
d-e-p-r-e-s-s-i-o-n.
and thank god meg came on fri.
cos she kinda got me out of it unknowingly
(: teehee.

BUTTTT im still a teenie weenie sad.
dont ask.
accumulation of shits.
and now im soooooo bored. home alone.
meg went for lunch with some others. (dont knw who)
and im bored.
cooked up a curry meal for her dinner.(by this, i mean LITERALLY CURRY, not brown ppl)
hope she even likes my cooking (its kinda bad actually).
haha.

anywayyyyyyys,
today is churchday.
im gonna get fucked if i see F. there.
really.
i'll burst out tearing and run off.
turhur.
S:
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it isnt much to ask
that you APPEAR fr events.
and sometimes,
i wish you'd try to TELL me if you cant turn up.
i see others,
like Dil n wendy n Theek n etc,
havin a blast just SEEING and talking to the ones they're with.
but noooooooooooo,
i bearly knw you.
and im tryin to get past that border of just having a glimpse of you each day.
i'd walk beside you if you'd only let me.

i'd take your hand and walk with you.
i'd let you have my remote control
and i'd wash up the dishes.
i'd drive you across the towns,
and i'd make Portugese Breakfast for you,
and only you.
i'd paste the stars up in the sky,
and i'd tell you bedtime stories for life.
i'd wake up at 4 am to pick you up when youre drunk in the city.
and i'd promise not to yawn (:

i'd work and get you your favourit mos shirt.
and i'd wash your car on weekends.
i'd tell you when im hurtin'
and i'd never hide a thing from you.
i'd sing you 'me and you' when you want me to
and i'd play you a song with my life.
(:
i'd do anything.
if only you'd let me try.