HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEEEEEEEX

today is ALEX birthday!
(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ALEX!
is it me, or is someone getting TWENTY and matured??
(: teehee.
thanks for being that beautiful person you are to everyone.
especially ME
and just for you today,
here's a pictureee of you (the middle jewish guy).
and there's allister alex and patrick.

dude, i LOVE YOU!


i just realise how un-emo i've become.
(: oh yay.
all my posts of emo-ness and uncalled for worrying from others is gone. all gone!
on a lighter note,
i have more more more pics of friends and yadaa yaddaa.
you see J!.
i dont even NEED you anymore.
(or maybe i never did but i cldnt get over you). it seemed lk just yday
when my mind was filled with you
and i never EVER imagined a life without you in it.
but then agn, YDAY wil only be a memory to me.
TODAY, on the other hand,
im moving so fast
WITHOUT you,
and for once (honestly speaking)
i feel like i can soooooo do without.

and a turn of the moment,
i feel so much freedom imposed.
unto me.unto my friends WITH me.
i am loved.
and kerf and all are right-
i dont need josh to feel beautiful.

cos even if im not,
i know i will be.