fucked.

exam tmr.
im fucked.
thats the best way to describe my mood now.
in fact, its my situation.

if i didnt try to resolve my pathetic social life amidst studyin period,
perhaps i wouldve gone much further
but u knw me,
i NEVER get very far.

tsktsk.

i got fined today in uni.
north 1 carpark.
fuckers said that my parking permit is 'forged'.
yahh..
well i didnt buy it myself, so i wldnt knw where the fuck it came frm.
i got it from someone.
a random dude.
so if he fucked it up,
im fucked.
and hence, perpetuates my current mood-
fucked!

meg, the only glimpse of light in my mind right now,
is comin' on friday.
wheeeeeee. -skips ard till i notice: exam is tmr-
hurhur.

i cant cant cant wait!
that lil angel.
have a safe and perfect flight here!
(till i get ya! at the airport!)

i am suffering from hypomania.
i shall self-diagnose myself.
i hateeeeee the idea of having to sit an exam i KNW i havent prepared for.
what's worse,
im only focussing on the PFE or the movie dates we all planned etc etc
(i hope everyone's got their plans for postexam meditation purposes)
hurrrrr.
well, i do!
(: a treat of retail therapy and NORMAL dates!
taadaaa -tamborines clash!-
yes you heard me right.
N-O-R-M-A-L dates. for once.
without the nitty gritty weeds of a perfect day gone wrong.

holyf*ck.
i tink im gonna sleep thru tonite so i dont get to stress over my lack of organisation and exam strategy!
in addition,
i have mark my loveeely boy to acc me to flunk this exam.
(once this once, he quotes)
yesh.
see! thats what friends are for,...
rightttt?

ooooh. whilst offering chocs to evryone that day at the CMHSE (thats the med building btw),
i heard smths i SHLDNT.
like a nasty, thought-to-be-harmless comments frm the tribe.
(the you-knw-what-tribe)
maybe they didnt mean it,
mayb they just felt a sudden bitch burst of INappropriate intonation accompanying their choice of oh-so-melacholic-words. (by now you shldve realised i make up my own lingo. hahaa)
yes. anyhow,
someone (i shant name ppl) displayed it's (notice: IT) utter ignorance to certain nationalities.
as well as the unnecessary labelling of MY skin (ie. eurasian)

ok. tmr i'd probably forget what i ranted on abt today.sighs.
i prolly am just in a bad mood thats why.
):

sigh. god, its your turn now.
help me pls.