230806

by my title,
you'd prolly guess the significance of today-
230806 yesyes

teehee.

went to watch 2.37 (the retarded movie)
was alrightttttt
but not that good anyway.
twisted sick plot which btw, is created by a CURRY.
yes pple.
go read the fine print : by M (smth smth smth)
YOU GET MY POINT.
its an aussie film w curry editors.

after which, we rushed to The Hawthorn.
was alright.
i was relatively closerrrrrrr to allister
and vik of cos.
but omggggg i cldnt drink cos i was driving.
so i totally danced under the influence of my own skills and not alcohol.
heheh.
yes yes.
anddddddddd we went over to Nevermind (a totally HOTTTTTly cooL pub)
with a nice veranda and all that.
omg i loveeeeee it!

anyway got tired
so i sent vik n kara home.
YES you heard me. S:

--------------UPDATE. the reallllll update.----------------------
sometimes i tink YOU tink its funny
how you make mistakes
but ego gets the better of you.
and how you make others sad and disappointed
but ignorance leads you on.
i dont want to complain,
and as a first-person point of view in this,
i see myself with absolutely zilch say in this.
(not like i have a million things to say)
but i wish i cld try to.

everyone sees it.
and tongues WILL wag (whether you like it or not)
and by me denying it,
its saving YOUR arse.
so dont pull a fast one on me, mister.
i knw just where YOU'VE been.
nat (or whoever she is) is none of my business.
but i'd appreciate a kind gesture of Over it!
babe,
dont do this to us.
wanting smth to be kept a secret
just to protect your arse and your 'social butterfly- yadayadaa' image
is cheap.
we BOTH knw that. (denial is a sin btw)

if you tink that for once,
i dont trust you or what you say basically,
then you reallyyyy dont knw me well.
cos' im not like that.
thts JUST NOT ME ok.

if you insist you dont knw my past or anything like that,
go to uni,
check out the med sporean dudes,
LOOK for the longish streaked blonde hair dude.
HE's my past. or lets say 'a past' (he was nv mine to begin with)
thats ALL there is to this med scandal thingy.

med ppl are dumb. I AM dumb at least.
we dont knw when or how to get into rships
and once we're in it,
we dont knw how to get out of it.
we're dumb im sure.
we dont knw what to say to help bad situations
all we do is pretend like we knw a dx, when really,
what do you do if someone's on the verge of suicide.
(no, seriously, tell me)
WE KNW NTH to begin with.
lest the way to love another.