...........

thanks megg.
once agn fer ur call.
gosh*
glad we still talk.
and fer evreytink u are to me :)))

shout outs first of all...
JOSHUA OW::: gor gor gor!
*screams*
you mean ever so much.
omg thanks fer the emails.
u noe u mk me grin so much
when u remind me of gerk n co.
u mk me wanna run back.
back to ameen
or KSL
or even cashew hgts.
i wanna sprint back to the past.
the last few days we shared was a blessing.
from you.
i'm starting to believe in love
cus ure always supporting me.
will u be there?? :)
mwahhs meimei loves u alot.

vally babe:::
babebabe babeeeee
thanks fer ur letter.
sweet.
omg miss u all so much man.
urghhhhs.
and after all we've gone thru,
i guess all i can is..
true! missing u so much/
esp kanektas.
mks life so worthwhile ehs?
GOD ROCKS!
hurhur *smilesssss* mwahhs ilutoo.

Prince::: OMG.i dunno if ud ever read this
and u prolly never will.
but OMG.
wth. ure sweet lah.
toooo sweet! *squeezes*
u mk me a happy lil girl
hopping ard taylors at line 7 *winks*
imu alr! hurhur. alotalot hear me?
so now dat ive proven u wrong abt me,
tell me what ure tinking?
:) mwahhs iloveeeeeeyou.
-pitiful eyes yoo cant resist- :)

and as fer today.
english essay,
die lahhh
wtf.
VSU my arse.
stick the howard govt up ur arse and tell me,
isit worth writing 4 argumentative essays on?
hmm *ponders*....
NO! it isnt.
this werld wld be a perfect place
without all these stains.
these patches of blemish.urghh
stain the werld with my blood.
and i'll suck it in
and continue to write
these---
unreasonable--
stinking ---
essays.
thankyew very much :)

thanks megg.
once agn fer ur call.
gosh*
glad we still talk.
and fer evreytink u are to me :)))

shout outs first of all...
JOSHUA OW::: gor gor gor!
*screams*
you mean ever so much.
omg thanks fer the emails.
u noe u mk me grin so much
when u remind me of gerk n co.
u mk me wanna run back.
back to ameen
or KSL
or even cashew hgts.
i wanna sprint back to the past.
the last few days we shared was a blessing.
from you.
i'm starting to believe in love
cus ure always supporting me.
will u be there?? :)
mwahhs meimei loves u alot.

vally babe:::
babebabe babeeeee
thanks fer ur letter.
sweet.
omg miss u all so much man.
urghhhhs.
and after all we've gone thru,
i guess all i can is..
true! missing u so much/
esp kanektas.
mks life so worthwhile ehs?
GOD ROCKS!
hurhur *smilesssss* mwahhs ilutoo.

Prince::: OMG.i dunno if ud ever read this
and u prolly never will.
but OMG.
wth. ure sweet lah.
toooo sweet! *squeezes*
u mk me a happy lil girl
hopping ard taylors at line 7 *winks*
imu alr! hurhur. alotalot hear me?
so now dat ive proven u wrong abt me,
tell me what ure tinking?
:) mwahhs iloveeeeeeyou.
-pitiful eyes yoo cant resist- :)

and as fer today.
english essay,
die lahhh
wtf.
VSU my arse.
stick the howard govt up ur arse and tell me,
isit worth writing 4 argumentative essays on?
hmm *ponders*....
NO! it isnt.
this werld wld be a perfect place
without all these stains.
these patches of blemish.urghh
stain the werld with my blood.
and i'll suck it in
and continue to write
these---
unreasonable--
stinking ---
essays.
thankyew very much :)

.............

pixie perfect
because of you.

I will not make the same mistakes
that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far
from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way And it's not too long
before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's
weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile,
a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better
than to lean on me
u never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

im starting to get addicted
to kelly clarksons songs.
darnit!!
its sad okk. :(
-addicted
-before your love
-because of you!
-hear me
etcetcetc.

its startin to freeze
-tremblessss.
:(
all i can say bout the past days is...
:) nice.

wells...
watched star wars with
rio amanda rusdi yday.
OMG. was darn funny
cus the acting was retarded.
I SWEARR.
haha :
den we chilled ard till4am
n slept in my room.
*squuuuishy squirmyyy~*
anyways,
was sweet.
nice.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))
best mood ive been since
the stone age.
erhhh. lame
(yeah rach... HA.)
wells...
megg!
OMG. super updating soon k?
:))) ilu darlinkk.
miss u need u hahahaha. :)

pixie perfect
because of you.

I will not make the same mistakes
that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far
from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way And it's not too long
before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's
weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile,
a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better
than to lean on me
u never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

im starting to get addicted
to kelly clarksons songs.
darnit!!
its sad okk. :(
-addicted
-before your love
-because of you!
-hear me
etcetcetc.

its startin to freeze
-tremblessss.
:(
all i can say bout the past days is...
:) nice.

wells...
watched star wars with
rio amanda rusdi yday.
OMG. was darn funny
cus the acting was retarded.
I SWEARR.
haha :
den we chilled ard till4am
n slept in my room.
*squuuuishy squirmyyy~*
anyways,
was sweet.
nice.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))
best mood ive been since
the stone age.
erhhh. lame
(yeah rach... HA.)
wells...
megg!
OMG. super updating soon k?
:))) ilu darlinkk.
miss u need u hahahaha. :)

dunt knoe whyy i said those tings.

its a tues.
BAD.
i received 2 results fer retarded tests.
great. chem sucked.
grrrrrrs.
im disappointed.
again.
ohweeeeeelll.....
:(

... .... ... ... ...
i love my bugil.
wahahhaha. :)
buuuugillllllllllllllllll~!!!
*screams*
hahaha.
he's ohhsocute i tell u!
*pinch-cheeksSSSS*
grrs.
i miss him.
so muchhh.
you have no idea man.

......
..........
BUGILLLL!! :)
HA.
ok stopp.

i juz realised hw stoopid i look
when im stoning.
omg.
R. was jst staring at me
when i was zoning out.
and omgggg.
i look like a jackass.
-peace.
hahaha.
oh yeahs.

belly::: no worries lahh
i noe its only a dream rite?
heehee. jst worried.

vally::: babe. you too.
i tink i miss home too much
that im scared.
scared of whats ahead :(

((i cant sing a love song
like the way its meant to be
i guess im not that good animore
but baby,
thats just me.))

-always.BJ.

haiiiii.
i wish i cld rewind time.
play back every word you said.
i wish i cld forward time.
face every word you wld say.
i wish i wish i wish.
i wish too much,
reallyyy.
cus i learnt wishing stays a hope
a dream.
and realisation stays a stain
a dread.

two wrongs dunt make a right.

yayyy

rachs is ha--ha--happyyy!
:)

yeahhs.
and megggggggg.
hurhur...
i tink u shld noe why lahh :)
yeahhs. all thnks to ur testi ehs?
well... it was kinda on my part too,
but the pt is that
we're both satisfied.
not the sweeeeetest ting one cld do,
but the mostttt sincere :)

lallalalalla.
okkayyy.
im totallyyyyy assured nw,
no more worriesssssss.
: ) heehee.
and im feeling gooood.
hahahaha.
*hint. those who need smth, im happy today :) *

hurhurhur.
okok lameeeee. hahaha
welll welllllllll.
i have to start studying
mids r here,
im fcuked in class.
ohohoh.
but math b was good!! : )
fer once man.
n my math b test4 was a pleasant surprise : )
yayyy.
wheeeee. hehehehehe
:)

shit

my whole last entry got deleted
frEAk...
*pure lovin yew*

to megg::
darlink darlink.
u mk me cry!
y do u ALWAYS noe
when to call
when to comfort
when to argue
when to smile
when to leav me alone
when to EVERTINK.
y do u ALWAYS
say the tings i nv cld say
say the words i nv cld rembr
say the shit i try to hide
say the phrases to cheer me up
say EVERTINK to me
y do u EVERITINK~
hmpf.
mayb tats y iu so much ehs?
heehee
u mk me miss home so bad.
darnit!
:)

talked to meg fer almost
an hr yday nite
so sweet rite?
my darlink warlinks.

im boredd.
a saturday afternoon
n its nt helping that im home alone
all alone
in front of der com
waiting fer pple to chat w me.
shall pop down to hudsons
to grab a coffee.
heehee.
*licks lips

mid course is coming
and im dying
i like sch
i hate subjs
hurhurrr.

since im annoyed,
i shall rant.
right HERE>.

-sarah is gg US fer nursing
(hw much u mean to me u'll nv noe)
-becky travels to LA Japan etc
(when can i c u agn?)
-mummy is lonely
(she wants me in US. sighs)
-medentry is getting soo tiring
(high 90s% w umat test,
alptitude test,
interview. etc etc~)
-bank balance is falling drastically.
(shit!!!)
-Hue is annoying me
(viets~!!! urghhh)
-R. isnt progressing mcuh
(i tink... hes too ego ! urghh)
-megg is so friggin far away
(along with allll my frens. sighs.)
-bad soccer games yday
(utterly disappointed)
-S! is an idert.
he weeds,
pops.
etcetc/
(thanks fer promising me bro.)
URgh.
-everytink is sucha disappointment

i dun believe im trying to
get into med.
its a KILLER...
urghhhhh
math B n physics esp suck
hu da hell cares bout geostations nowadays
n all that motions
SHM shit
G. energy
all that shit crap stuck up ur arse.
erghhs.
its like telling me to be some
retarded
f--ed up nerd.
urghhhs.
shites.

m i ranting alr?
YES?
nods nods.
i dun read blogs animore.
cus i missed out so many entries
that im lost.
sooo. i got nth to do now.
n im shit bored lahhh.
darnit!!!

okok.
rach is weird.
having dejavus too often!
its scary.
like every turn roudn the corner
i'd feel weird.
ERGHHS.
whining AGAIN!
shits.

*if loving u with all my heart's a crime
den im guilty*
(thats fer u meg n allmy other church fren
and all at home.)

OH! lastly,
i had a dream of gg back home
n surprising bel, val n megg.
n they al din seem to react
dunno y.
shits.
have you forgotten me?

utterly down.

-disappointed.
-utterly disappointed.

havent blogged in a few days.
cus i tink u wldnt understand
wad i have to say.
its utterly
D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.I.N.G
youre the definition.
:(
but im nt sure who he is.
:(
you said u'd stop weed,
popping,
everitink else.
Right.
and the other you ...
argghhh.
u jst dun get it!!! : (
im a girllllll you noe.
:(

looks like 20 yrs dwn the road,
id stil b sitting here,
blogging down all the shit i regret nt doing.
but i refuse to admit
THAT.
urghhhh.
-screams

the Med talk by ex mufy student
was sooo inspiring.
: ) i love this
-urghh. im confused lahh.
and soccer today was disappointing
too.
ARGH.
orange boys-blue brothers
green machines-ac scorpions!!
yellow subs-grey hounds
black stallions-red devils
GREAT.
dunt blame me fer ur incompetence today.
or wadever u claim to be.
:) smile.
think abt it,
your *Ahem* can cheer fer you.
from now on.
thank you very much.

feeling ooooooggy inside. I LOVE SHA! :)

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHAAAAA!! :)
smile with me please :D

just wanna tell shahid darl'
that he's always my number 1 bro
all the way!!
and i miss him everr so much.
bro,
uve been there fer me
all the time.
how can i not love you so muchh more?
ehs.
enjoy urself.
take the load off ur shoulders fer once
the hostel will b chaotic tonite.
but we'd still love u eh?
MWAHHHS :)
you light up my life.
and i miss you.
truckloads.

being w.i.t.h. someone
isnt just standing with someone,
walking with someone
holding hands with someone,
or being close with someone.
its learning to live with him,
understanding him
(even if it kills ur ego :) )
thinking of THAT someone
and NOT trying to change him.

GOSH. where have i been all this while??

been looking for the wrong tings,
walking the wrong places,
loving the wrong people,
liking the wrong qualities,
feeling the wrong ways,
and trying to change the wrong faults.

and im sorry.

i never thot i'd say these words
not to y.o.u.
but today is your choice.
so...
yupps :
i cant begin.
i cant get to the end.
but if it hurts to say i love him,
then i'd rather say lets be friends.

tmr test!! eek

tmr theres Specialist math test.
DIE.
urghhhs.
PLUS. conic sections is the most terrible one.
urggh.
anyhowwww,
i took a grazillion more pics today!
pictureperfection
brot my cam to sch
fer NO reason, okkk.
so there's no occasion,
but im still in da mood fer pics.
ok.
maybbbbb with an intention.
pleasant intentions : )

music::: if i aint got you -
alicia keys & usher.
(ohhhsohott!!!)

time fer din now.
den back to studying
ergghs.
=pouts=
have you come to rescue me??

jst tot today was a better day fer us.
less stress.
or tension (heehee)
and after last nite,
i thank god im in one piece,
not shattered
not battered
and bruised on the floor.
my heart's clearly in one full piece today.
:) amanda says: DUNT STARE!
but i'd dumbly rotate my whole self
to be adjacent to your view.
:)))))
im very much disappointed
at my stupidity and ignorance.
hurhurrr.
wells....
im glad tmrs jst gonna b a better day
;)

shoppe

shopping today.
at bourke den smith st
den back to bourke again.

bot:::
pink mango top
nike sportswear
quiksilver shirt(fer nicholas)
nike highcut shoes. (i like~!!!)
adidas girlie bag
adidas shirt (fer you)
fcuk shirt (fer you too!!)
etc etc
ETC

dint add up to as much as i expected tho.
but i cldnt maself nonetheless.
hurhurrr.
i went dawn w. at adidas
n we talked a lil.
she was nice.
:)
and den i msged linn.
and ohmyyyy...
i wish i was in IJ again.
sometimes
we nv comprehend the feelings of loss,
till we compromise our better half.
im blabbering.
again.

shopping here is over fer me.
aint gonna use my card no more!!
=pouts=
plus! i needa studyy.
hahahs. as always =)
i realised all the stuffs i bot is nt fer me
but fer others.
esp those in spore.
shit!!!
i jst rembr i need to send a parcel asap
gosH*! its overdue fer 1 month alr.
darnit.
:/

ydae was a mistake.
a big one.
i know whut ure tinkkin.
but im sorry theres nth i can do.
and fer every moment
u spent pondering on its insignificance,
im stil standing here.
all the while.
even as you broke ur promise
and made me look like an arse.
you noe im still here.
im right here.

im yerrrrr angel.

and when all hope is gone
im here
no matter how far you are
im near.
it mks no difference who you are
im your angel.
i'll be your cloud up in the sky
i'll be your shoulder when you cry
i'll hear your voices when you call
im [your'] angel

erhh. prom is comin.
hee in 2 months
but hey!
im counting okkk.
and plus....
i ordered 2 dresses.
one fer backup plan
heehee.
alritey.
gotta go church soon n study again.
sighs.

some ppl say they hate uni/
some hate spore more.
i?
hate the hostel!!! (including the food. eek!)

if i ever fail math B on tues.
bury me where the sun wont set.
thank yew very muchhh.
=/

dance is cancelled.

sigh.
wth is wrong with taylors.
now the dance party is postponed.
cus of yr 12 sac.
see no relevance cus the party's at nite
oh welll.
no more fri nite dancing eh?
=(((((((((

so i jst got home.
from shopping!gosh.
bot a guy top from fcuk.
hv no clue wad im gonna do w it.
hurhur.
tot of you when i saw it.
so i jst bot it.
hoping you'd like it too.
and i got tops from esprit
n stuffs.
not in the mood today fer shopping.
i screwed up today at sch.
so heres an entry specialy fer you.

::: heyy. you know wad.
we both know who each other's *ahem is
so wads the pt in hints and rants.
of complains n updates.
of lies n defence.
im sorry i yelled.
not intentional.
i got the WOrst call of my life.
and i cldnt hold bck myself
in the common room.
im sorrie.
ehs? -forgiven?
rach nv meant no shit.
n i know ure tryin to approach me better.
n im trying too.
=) so yeahh. ilu lots. mwahhhs:::

To megg::: thks once again.
fer calling JST when i needed u.
ure always on time,
always mine.
=) tell Amos.
tat he has NO CLUE
how much ilu.
cus i eralli do woman!
mwaks. tk cr.
n i'll cal u soon eh?
i miss u so much.

tell me its real.

*TIRED.
exhausted.
fatigue.
too many ways to tell my lethargy.
=(

jst got home fr nandos.
talked to amanda the whole time
played table tennis with andy.
won him!!!
hurhur. okok. its a draw.
3-3.
YAY.
=))))))))))))

((im nt being mean.
but sometimes i jst dun wanna c you.
mks me annoyed))

sighs..
anyhow.
gotta do some work nowwws.
reallie been slacking.
esp fer math B.
never had a topic i couldnt even read
without raising an eyebrow.
sighs.
wth is happeninggggg
gggggrrrrs.
shant continue
peaceOUT-

grrrrrrrs. stoopid politics.

its all politics,
i swear!
its turning 11pm (beauty sleep)
and i have to complete my argum essay
on DE MOST retarded argum=
Do Gay Couples Make Valid Families.
WTF!
of cus they do rite.
wthhhh.
its all the conservative govt grp's fault.
got me doing such an essay.
which part of "leave them alone n accept it"
do they not understand?

okk. so my partner-opposition
is saying stuff like 'they cant even give birth'
blahs
the list goes on.
i wonder how it never occured to them
of the word
INSEMINATION.
gosh*
-slaps forehead-
im alr pulling my hair tinkin of wad other retarded reasons
he can say to oppose the fact that homos should nt be banned.
WTF?!?!?!

nitwits.
hw isit even possible to BAN a certain kinda ppl?
URGH.
sorry im ranting.
im nt PRO homo.
but im def not agst it either.
why wld anione choose such a topic to argue?
im sorry.
its clear cut.
even if u preach ur words of wisdom well,
you shld at least admit you have to respect them
fer tolerating such social barriers
ppl like u create!
omg.
i can be a lawyer! =)))))

*fuming*
oh thx wyn fer the donuts.
currently, its the only sane ting
gg on in my head.
=S

pullingoutmyhairrrrrrr

grrrrrr.
-pouts-
i tot fri is gonna b a hol.
i was wrong.
totally. urgh.

new pics up in newhairrrr.
haha i jst added some pics to the old one.
courtesy of bel.
(since u asked me long ago bout my hair)
yeahhh.
so anyhowwwwwww,
gonna do some work.
and taggie isnt working today
shitsssssss.
aNiWay,...
study pple.
hurhur.
and im gonna mug noW!!
waitign fer *Ahem* to come online.
sobssssssssssssssssss.

:/ oh cool.
and on alighter note,
this friday 6-9pm at taylors common room,
theres a dance party fer mufys.
only $2!!! (charity)
hahaha pls support.
its retarded lah... but damn fun
somemore depat, amanda, me
and others will be there!!!
=)) catchya there.

yeahhh

*you dont know
wat you do
everytime you walk into the room
im afraid to move.
im weak its true
im jst scared to noe the ending
do you see me too?
do you even noe you met me?*

bleeding mathB. can killlll.
derrrrrrrrr.
anyhow.
i din wanna blog.
its too late fer my beauty sleep!!!
but i jst gotta say.
i love it.
(what youre doing to me)
yeahh,
hahah no im serious.
first time i feel a convo not wasted.
down with sorrows or complaints.
whining and rants.

wells.
now i can relalie say.
im officially missing you.
so much...

Belly::: gosh... i cant even rembr where we left off!
i miss uso mcuh babe.
mwahhhhs.
(i always knew
that you would walk there w me again.)
all over again.
and it wouldnt be doubted.
ever. i love you dear.

meg::: i wont forget anitnk we've done
or wad we've been thru
u got a good guy
traet each other rite.
heard that A.>????
hahah yeahhh
well i hope i can get someone fer my prom
not like some unwanted shit
hahahah
ilu babe
mwahhhhs

church ppl::: missing ya lots.
i heard the fiesta was good.
yeahhh,
and LYN!! how dare u go on a hol w chris without tellin me?
pls update.
snail mail or email oso can.
PLS!! =/
hahaha i msis u all too much fer words.
mwahhhs.

amanda::: prom with the 3 gals?
we will seriously dress to kill
if we must.
hhurhurhur
study hard girl.
chem is kilin us both i noe. TRY.
mwahhhhs. tk cr woman!!

are you gonna stay with the one who loves u
or are you going back to the one u love
someones gonna cry when they learnt they lost u
someones gonna thank the stars above.

shallow.
i keep listening to these sappylove songs.
i cant stop.
serves no purpose to my whole point tho.
of whtr :::
u wld b w the one u love but he dun love u
or the one hu loves u but u dun love him.
uuurgh.
okkkay.
i shall stop my ponderance,
keeping me awake all nite.
jst tinkin of all possibilities.

its lyk finding kryptonite (wtf sp?)
yeahhh.
anyhow..
if beggin even helps,
pls comfort me.
b4 i officially break down.
i cant stand math B, eeek!!
its retarded.

=/ and....
i talked to mono rus and all today.
hurhur. they r lame.
buttttt so funny!!
gosh gosh,
i miss them so muchhh.
heehee.

anywayyy...
im gonna slp nwwwww.
urghs.
-slaps forehead-
another love song.
youre jst another love song.
i cant imagine what im waiting fer.
*im nt supposed to love u anymore***

ok ok updating time

din blog fer a day i tinkk.
cuss.....

all was good.
beeen muggin physics.
DINT pay off btw.
heh.
watched the usual Friday soccer match.
ORangE boys WON.
yay.
miracles DO happen alrite.
hehehe.
anyway...
chatted n went lygon fer late dinner.
talked n desserted till 1 am+++.
got home.
slept till 2pm today.
sighs.
gotta get back to studying ...
again...

yum yumm.
zixie is sooooo funny.
lol.
n i realise
i NEED to learn indo.
MEGG help me!!!
all the indos talk n i stare.
riteeeeeee
sooOoo...
i gotta catch up soon. hehe. =)

i missed outdoor soccer today.
TOO TIRED.
im beat.

oh yeah. pictures are updated agn...
in picturesonmywalls.mypicgallery.com
go check it out.
=)))
gona eat maggi mee now.
starving dudeeeees.
so catch ya laters.
oh n i met lenny lwk.
some sporean bowler.
TYpIcal man!!!

anyhow..
sept MUFY prom was great.
(or so i heard)
ppl danced w their dates.
got it goin' on.
ooooh yusaf was drooling hott.
shamita n gang blew the men away!~
everyone looked so good! -yum-
and overall...
was pixie perfect.

anyhow.
my prom is on 29th july.
DUNT tink of gg.
cant b fcukkedd.
oh n at the soccermatch yday,
H. asked me to go w him.
HEEHEE=)

wait....
wad abt R.??
sighs.
DARNIT

random.

random.
love is so random.
jst as u thot tings wld change.
tings wld work out.
it blunders.
it crumples at yourr skin.

random.

im obesed

ok ok.
yday::: went to Crown .
watched Guess Who again....
but was worth it.
ashton my boyy!!!
took lotsa pics too!!! heehee.
got my digi cam today...
so, yuppps.
met up with rusdi, mono, etc.
the WHOLE indo gang was there.
watching xXx2.
they said it was alritee...
hahaha god.
they consisted of abt 30 pple or smtg!!!!
=S

=)))) amanda stayed over at my place.
slept well tho =D
and...
we're waiting fer lunch
from the boyz.
yeahh. anyhow,
gonna go flagstaff fer soccer.
hope its not cOLd.
sighssss. nth to blog bout.
other than the fact that
ydae was gooooooood.
i miss seeing the indos.
theyre reallllllie nice n all.

bullllllshit.

jst sent my parcels to stepmum,
mummy,
nicholas,
etc.
YAY. now we all can be merry.
im still waitng fer my digicam frm mummy.
charlie is sick.
i hope ure allllllllllritey.
and i hope sandra leaves me alone.
I HATE THIS.
talking bout being confined to a cell.
urgh.
OH YEAH. we had a funny convo too.

she: i dun want you to leave ur room after 11pm.
its too late fer a girl like u to be out.
and i alr sent the reports to ur parents and the sch.
they will tlak to you bout breeching contract.
me: and if u walk in my room fer ANOTHER spot check,
pls dunt mind the overwhelming smell.
shE: huh? what did u do this time?
me: nono.since i cant leave the room,
and i dun hv any toilet in my room,
den i'll have to shhh shhh (i started oogulating with saliva.OPS)
shiT on the floor.

LOL. u shld c man, its like bush fighting fer some human rights
and salivating in between.
EWWW.
ok well it was funny after that.
i felt like shhh shhh shit.hahahahha
=( y m i luffing when im in trouble.
sighs!!!!!

i cant exactly reenact the entire lil fight we had.
cus it was so long. made me late fer class
THANKS sandra.
fer screwing up my life.
and accusing me of going to Castle Or Bubbles on sat nite.
and fer everytink that fcuks up in this hostel, it goes to ME.
thank you very much.
tongues are waggin bhind me.
incorrect info is getting to sandra.
im suspecting M supervisor isnt exactly our true fren.
wad a lifeeeeeeeee.
talk bout having more freedom.
YAH RITE.
i cant even eat supper now?
GREAT. take a freakin look ard.
and mayb.
JST mayb,
u mite c the diff btwn you and us
(bsides ur saggin skin that shrivels ur body
and ur mind of a 2 year old.)
you cant relive us.
so u ctrl us.
perfecto.

ops

ohhh did i add
imissyou so muchhhhhhhhhh.
u'll nv know.
talked to an ex-schmate bout u.
godddddd.
i miss y.o.u.
ilu****
((how can u jst walk out the door.
how can u not love me animore.))

-wads the use of saying all this.
when u noe im trying so hard to get over you.
its nt like i nv loved u.
its nt like i stopped.
i jst wanted to remain frens for life.
rather than lose you in a break up
wads 'supposed' aniway?!
no one is supposed to be here aniway.

s.m.i.l.e.

i heard we hv a formal in july.
datelessness hitting me.
FAmanda wanna go with me.

amanda:: we'll dress to kill that nite!
mE:: well... yeahhhh.esp when we got heels.
*sniggers*
amanda:: ohh yea. funny-i was tinking bout our dressing
me:: -blushes- riteeee.

okayyyyy. so im nt exActly DE MOST sane person ard.
but heyyyyy.
NOT to include my sanity has faded.
=S
from all the 'mafia' games yday.
we played weird games in Fatims aptmt
from 12am till 7 am!!
den talked to shid till bout 12pm.
den slept till 3 and went to church.
wheeeeeeeeeee.
f.r.e.e. today.
no studying fer me plssssssssssss.
=*(

* i extended my trip to perth.
gg with amanda!!!
partyyyyyyy.

likeeeed d-uhhh

hahaha suddenly reminisced bout
LINN.
and her 'like d-uhhh' phrase.
i can sooooo rembr y n how she'd say it.
hahaha. ops =X

aniway...
thx megg fer always calling me
you always seem to noe EXACTLYwhen to callme
sorrie i was a lil distracted.
was at a frens place.... =D
istillloveyouthemost woman.
no matter if A.(ahemahem) has you.
hmpf!!! ure still my darlink warlinkkks.

aniway...
yday's 'taylors footy'was good!!!
orange boys played SO well even tho they lost.
reallllllll team work and all!!!
imsoproud of all of u.
pluS. i lost my voice.
*coughcoughs*
figures.

im gg perth with FAmanda.
lol. she's accompanying me cus
i'll be alone fer a while.
=/ a nice lil girlllll.
oh n gues y we were late fer the fb match?
*drumrolls*
cus we were comparing .f.a.t.s.
vicious fats.
obviously i wld hv won hands down.
BUT she insisted.
so out were the fats squuueezedddd.
EEEWw.
-raises eyebrow-
goshhh.

OH YEAH.
at the fb match...
greyhounds VS green machine(w)
orange boys VS ac scorpion(w)
red devils VS yellow submarines(w)
white empire(w) VS black stallions
n i have NO idea where blue brothers went.
heehee.
thankgod i din bet dis week
i wldve lost tragically.
heeh.
ohhhhhhhkayy.
gtg do work whilst starving til michelle gets h.o.m.e.
i miss herrrr.
plus she's got my fooooooood.
yumyum
-rubs tummy-
ooooooh wait...
wasnt i on a diet???
nahhhhhs.
self-denial.