.............

pixie perfect
because of you.

I will not make the same mistakes
that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far
from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way And it's not too long
before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's
weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile,
a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better
than to lean on me
u never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

im starting to get addicted
to kelly clarksons songs.
darnit!!
its sad okk. :(
-addicted
-before your love
-because of you!
-hear me
etcetcetc.

its startin to freeze
-tremblessss.
:(
all i can say bout the past days is...
:) nice.

wells...
watched star wars with
rio amanda rusdi yday.
OMG. was darn funny
cus the acting was retarded.
I SWEARR.
haha :
den we chilled ard till4am
n slept in my room.
*squuuuishy squirmyyy~*
anyways,
was sweet.
nice.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))
best mood ive been since
the stone age.
erhhh. lame
(yeah rach... HA.)
wells...
megg!
OMG. super updating soon k?
:))) ilu darlinkk.
miss u need u hahahaha. :)