booo

i am sure youre wondering... wheretf is rachel right?

yes a month of not blogging is ridiculous, considering i dont do anything useful w my life anyway S:
butttttttttttt exams, holidays, alcohol/y2k, etc keep me busy! (:

and soooo
nth to update except this short-almost-symposium of my lovelife since keith left....

dated a hongkie Ringo. nice sweet but he left too, on a post-it.
cos he thot he was doing ME a favor by leaving while he felt i dont love him,
dito.
we're "best friends" now, as he calls it, although he regrets everything.
and so, yes, another ex has became my friend, just a friend *sigh.

then comes jason, a tiny (literally pple!) viet-born CHINESE aussie.
complicated. so like ABC basically. only that he was born in viet,.... with no viet blood... hmmm...
anyway nice and all that but SHORT. hes tiny! hes ABOUT my height without heels.
then when the weekend comes and i strut ard in my hot stiletoes, he's shorter.

anyhoot
dont know where anything is goign atm, so im not gonna be picky
(its not like im ever getting married from here on. hahahah)

and thats it.
in a jift.
hmmm.
yes.. nth else i think..... hmmm... sighhhh.
oh yes and news flash- im broke.
boo.
cos of medical treatments im doing atm. dont ask. UGH makes me sick to just think of it.
thousands of dollars spent on treating an almost incurable sickness. tsk tsk.

im bored.
i need alcohol!
been real sick.a pparently lotsa med students have swine flu frm hospital, sooooooooo im kinda STUCK.
i got exudative tonsilitis, RIGORS at night, fever, flu, cough, chesty wheeze and headache. etc etc.
andddddddd doc says its viral. so meh. what to do huh.

i hope i do get swine flu and delay my assignment dateline.
boooo. ):

why arent i dead alr??