brief update.

yes i realise i stopped blogging and facebook more than health permits. lol.

a quite update to alll the rships ive had in prolly the last 6 mths.

to keithboy my love:
- so much misses, from wayyy over here. and so much things to say but i lack the courage. and when i do get the courage, i lack the will. so in short, whatever i did wrong which i wont try to mk excuses for, but for what i did or didnt do for u, im truly truly sorry. this is probably the biggest mistake of my life.

to ringo the honkieboy:
- ughhhh. the emails and msgs and calls and LOOKS. i re-read all i have of u, and the shit i put u thru even when u stayed by me, willingly and open to get hurt. you've been the best best-ex-bf to me. and tho short lived, i believe you'd get by just fine without me. but as ur new best-ex-gf, i have to say, i admire your strength in doing this and i love u baobei!

to jase, oh-what-should-i-call-you- boy:
- you're quick to listen to ur frens' judgment of me, and thts fine.
you're slow to express or even feel that lil tinge of love.
and thats fine too.
but love freely is all i realy wana say. dont be guarded.
youre the opposite of ringo, in fact, almost so opposite icant rembr how i got into this.
but dont be like that. dont think youll never be enough for me cos we're young, we're healthy (almost invincible with alcohol lol) and its not always a bad thing to reopen your heart after a bad rship.

WOW i do sound like a hoe, when im relaly not. well not fully.
im getting a lil overplayed for my age and i ned to stop alc and ciggs and just live right for abit.
psych is driving me nuts. thank god its ending this week. then GPland here i come~