feeling ooooooggy inside. I LOVE SHA! :)

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHAAAAA!! :)
smile with me please :D

just wanna tell shahid darl'
that he's always my number 1 bro
all the way!!
and i miss him everr so much.
bro,
uve been there fer me
all the time.
how can i not love you so muchh more?
ehs.
enjoy urself.
take the load off ur shoulders fer once
the hostel will b chaotic tonite.
but we'd still love u eh?
MWAHHHS :)
you light up my life.
and i miss you.
truckloads.

being w.i.t.h. someone
isnt just standing with someone,
walking with someone
holding hands with someone,
or being close with someone.
its learning to live with him,
understanding him
(even if it kills ur ego :) )
thinking of THAT someone
and NOT trying to change him.

GOSH. where have i been all this while??

been looking for the wrong tings,
walking the wrong places,
loving the wrong people,
liking the wrong qualities,
feeling the wrong ways,
and trying to change the wrong faults.

and im sorry.

i never thot i'd say these words
not to y.o.u.
but today is your choice.
so...
yupps :
i cant begin.
i cant get to the end.
but if it hurts to say i love him,
then i'd rather say lets be friends.