worst day

ok one of the worst days of my life.

pls let me rant.

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1. Worked 9.5 hrs today. YES IM SO GONNA DiE IN MY SLEEP tonight.

2. A hairstylist hit into my car today, breaking the front lights and scratching my babyyyyy. (the significance of the 'hairstylist' part is to show that she can't pay up)

3. A FUCKING HUNTSMAN WAS ON MY CAR TODAY.

if youre lost and thinking wtf?

HERES WTF- a freaking HUNTSMAN- HUNTSMAN.

say that enough times and the picture of a tarrantula looking spider (only that its more brown than black) ON MY CAR.

i hate today.

i have to work in.... 2 mins. damn i better start driving there.

i like my boss des and all the workers. man i loveeeeeeee my job for once.
i still hate working- but i love the job.

yonks.

Anyhoots im bloggin so early cos i had a dream.
(okkk no drama mama martin luther stuffs)

no seriously! (:
it had joanna goh in it. we were in a chalet type thingy in AUSTRALIA (which we're greatly lacking in, which is weird enough)
and then, guess who was my neighbour in the hall?
K.
lol.

i wouldnt say its a nightmare or gooddream.
jst a normal, weird, unnecessary-waste-of-sleep-time.
hahs.

seriously
it was jst plain. and pointless.
it was jst me hiding my face on my knees everytime she walks by.
i was hiding ok. i was jst tired.

and yes see! thats pointless right?!
gosh.
i wish i'd waken up 10 mins earlier. ):

(: buttttt still i miss you all in sg. linn stef xy cand all.
and of cos, mei marilyn, meggs, josh gerk and all in my to-meet list.
and IJians of cos !! even you k.

(: and to all
i gtg for work. buttttt pray i get the st kilda place!! i need to move this weeeeeeek
boo

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ok i'll face the shitness of my lack of discipline and management skills.

i STILL have no place to live.
and noooo im not getting drunk everynight after the exams (which is an alarm sign of self-neglect, clearly!)
jst cos i need to find a house to move into.

in all honesty,
i cant be bothered if i end up on the streets or whatsoever.
cos' im sick and tired of looking at random houses
and everytime i call up for inspection-
its taken.

WHO WOULD WANT TO LIVE IN SHITTY HOUSES RIGHT?

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ok so im sad.
boohoo.

i wish daddy was here to help me.
then again
i wish my car wasnt dented like f*ck so i wont have to give an excuse to stop daddy frm coming.

SEE! the misery.

i will work again today.
and keepmy sanity afloat.

and its spring all over again.

so you're thinkin
ahhh whats rach doing in Melbourne during this glorious spring melbourne weather?

i'd say,
its bleeding hot.

and so,
i decided to camwhore in my toilet (yes yes very glam.)
to show jst how you have to dress in order not to get a heat stroke in melb!
(ok only girls. boys, stick to jettysurf shorts)

hahs.

buttttttt to spoil the heatstroke-worthy-days streak,

TODAY IT POURED white and asians. (hah. i thot cats n dogs were too irrelevant to melb)

yes, and now im freezing my bum off in this sappy rainfall on my window.

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work today- waitressing at Malvern.

hope it lasts.

PWE pictures. not many but worth the peek!

post exam pwe was alright. Hoohaa was a nice location
but the crowd were half non-med which made me talk to ppl without realising theyre jst random melbournians. ):

hahs. but overall. with $2 pots, $4 shots and what not-
i was pretty done. (:

yay to the end of preclinical years! (: now for Cabrini Hospital. woots!
i have NO CLUE what i was laughing about. oh wait, i rembr spilling my beer on me n nick. hahS! and stevey the drunky.
me nick steve. cheers.
me n sam.

himawan my merlion. ohh man the good ol' times hima.
nadineeeeeeee! (: my pseudocheena/white friend! hah.
josh joohoe me. (josh...)

me rasha hya. mah girls.
hima again. (:

HIAPPPPPPPPP. the sunshine boy.
jaspreet. caught in the ugly!

me in the trainnn. yes i havent trained in a while.
sam took this. this is what i wore to the pwe. from Supre! (:
my baby takes the morning train. ....

HAHs. and more to come when i can be bothered.

boredddddddddd

im so lazy
i dont even wanna eat anymore.

i have no motivation to get outta bed.
and i stil cant contact fina for the $kaaching she owes me.
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its really annoying esp after she dented my car. erghhhs.

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i cant say much.
but i cant stand it anymore!
i have a build up of bills cos of her. FUCKING HELL.
answer my msg and calls and emails plssssssssssssssssssss.

stop being sucha little *****!

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sammmmmmmmmmmm where are youuuuuu
im bored.

i need to get out really. reallyyyyyyy.

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ok belly. now i reallyyyyyyyyy know how you feel.

even though sam is only in queensland,
and technically thats not VERY far.
but i felt so empty today
esp when i was lost finding a house in st kilda.
and when i had to go Coles to buy myself some snacks to keep from disappearing into thin air.
and then
i went to DFO to shop MYSELF.
then i had to entertain myself by sitting on the backyard floor,
wishing i didnt have to move or stress abt stupid insignificant things.

i was upset jst tinkin abt stuffs.

not lovey dovey sappy stuffs.

just stuff.

stuff like work, car, moving house, CHRISTMAS, sarah's wedding, etc etc etc.

but im fineee.

sam!
hope you're having a great time b.
(: tk cr okie
i cant wait to pick u up on thursdayyyyyyyyyyy
i'll be waiting! (: (: (:

i want to work. to distract myself at least. ):

(: pwe left.

EXAMS ARE OVER

lost-
what will i do without the need to study (: (: (:

buttt of cos,
today's PWE!everyoneeeeee be there! (:

to gerk,
i got ur letter! (: wont reply ok.cos im gg home like.... bout 1 mth. hahs.
yes you'll be sad. you'll be sad. (:

okieeeeeeee time to look for houseeeeeeeeeeeeee.
woots.

and so he said.

to all who are thinkin- shldnt i be studying?? - yes i should.

but i met the nicest surgeon today.

you see, i went subway for dinner with dilini (actually she jst sat ther. ha)
anyhooots,
she dropped me off and i left my fone in her car
and i was like fuck! i dont have a phone to call her and even if i did
i dont knw her no.!

but she drove off before i could turn ard and scream.

so i was like "erghh" (in a loud-enough manner such that a stranger walking past commented "shout louder next time")
at first, i thot bastard. what does he knw.
but then he offered to help
and told me to call myself w his phone.
at first i declined
but i thot - dont act smart! jst call her or ure fucked.

OH POINT BEING-
i did
and before i dialled her no.,
i saw his mobile pic- oh gosh!
it was a surgery he had done.

and i was lk... ohmygod! are you a surgeon?!?!? (with so much enthusiasm he swore never to touch a scalpel again)
and he nodded.
and i GRINNNNED.
i tell u, i get overexcited when i see a surgeon
cos' i wanna talk, and learn and hear shitty stuff normal ben canny's can't tell me.

and he was exchanged cardiothoracic surgeon frm malaysia.
(what i used to want to do, till i realised it wasnt THAT easy hah)
and we chatted for 45mins outside my house.
(i knw i knw, wheres my manners right.)
but
NO!
i was so engrossed i utterly forgot to offer.

then i found out he's not married (boo- "surgeons marry their profession" he said.)
we laughed.
but we both knew he wasnt exactly mr. happy.

and he was soooo funny. he asked to come over for tea and stuff.
and poor him. no family or friends here.
VERY thrifty- a trademark i've noticed in some surgs.
and he was upset to hear i was moving out in end Nov.

but he was very funny.

and i told him i had a major exam in 3 days
and he laughed.
he said- "monash dont do essay qns right?"
WTF!!!
he is the 3rd person who has told me that today.
apparently his FIRST year essay qn was " describe the embryology of the formation of the face and soft palate"
(now now, with all modesty, i would have answered prolly 3/4of that qn right. HAHS)
but thats nt the point!
he said dont read too in detail and go with instincts.
half the ppl think too much.
(and im sure one in that half pointed to me.)

so anyhoots.
my day in summary- good , skinnyskinny dinner
with a new friend made.

now i wish i was in MMC!
damn!!! at least i could have a mentor or smth like him.
oh but anyhoots,
he told me to find him when im at cabrini cos he does surgeries there for private pts.
(: (: (: yay.
told you i am friendly (:

oh god. the stress.

in an attempt to go online for studentconsult to do some quizes (for exam prep),
i clicked facebook ( and blogger) instead.

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KIKOOOOOOOOO!

i knw i've blogged today alr.

buttt i just got an email frm a very special person.
(Ian only you will knw!!) (:

we met on Great Ocean Road.
(those who can recall my blog abt that longgg longg day)
andd basically,
we drove literally a whole day (7pm till..... 7am???)
and finally helped this mexican journalist get back to his friends
as one of them is a surfer from mexico!

ANYHOOTS
this special person (: dropped me an email just this arvo
and said he's in perth
and tho he cant come to meln (he's on work)
he said
i know theres an angel in Melbourne.

and I miss her.

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh thats so sweeeeet i tell ya!
the moment i got it,
i was like... *melts.*

not cos' he's hot or anything (pls, he's 33y/o) (:
but cos' i finally feel the satisfactory of staying up all night,
driving aimlessly for hours up and down the hilly roads,
gettin freaked out by our "wolves' creek" episode at some haunted looking shop,
paying for the damn fuel,
getting eyebags (oh god those eye bags)
ETC ETC ETC for a total stranger.

and yes for a moment i thought that total stranger forgot us
and all our efforts.

but he didnt.
in fact.
he's coming to melb next yr to see us! (:
and hopefully he'll make it this time
and as he calls it "Friends" (as in the show),
we'll relive another episode.

and i like! (:

better tell alex abt the email noww!! toots!

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im so ashamed.

its Sunday alr.
Osce is on Wed morning.
Final year paper is the next monday.
Via (year 1 + 2) paper is next wed.
and i have yet to revise EVERYTHING.

maybe im jst freaking out
(its a lil late now)
but im not doin as much as i need to
and im very distracted.

i cant study alone
cos i watch tv like shit.
and i cant go library cos my laptop is too damn heavy and the piles of notes i need to bring to the lib is a hazard to my health
(i tink i'll have loped sided shoulders soon.
or even kyphosis)

oh gosh. everythin is gg wrong! :(

i hope my uncle had a greattt bday yday.
ilu uncle mikey! (: mwahhhs