):

ok belly. now i reallyyyyyyyyy know how you feel.

even though sam is only in queensland,
and technically thats not VERY far.
but i felt so empty today
esp when i was lost finding a house in st kilda.
and when i had to go Coles to buy myself some snacks to keep from disappearing into thin air.
and then
i went to DFO to shop MYSELF.
then i had to entertain myself by sitting on the backyard floor,
wishing i didnt have to move or stress abt stupid insignificant things.

i was upset jst tinkin abt stuffs.

not lovey dovey sappy stuffs.

just stuff.

stuff like work, car, moving house, CHRISTMAS, sarah's wedding, etc etc etc.

but im fineee.

sam!
hope you're having a great time b.
(: tk cr okie
i cant wait to pick u up on thursdayyyyyyyyyyy
i'll be waiting! (: (: (:

i want to work. to distract myself at least. ):