omg. ilu linn.

omg. ilu linniesssssss.
mwaks.
my one n only.
i read linns blog a sec ago
n tho i vowed i'll stop bloggin today.
but i MUST say smths now.
or nv....
=)

we shared everytink.
-beds
-pillows (im fatt.)
-GIRLS n guys (hehehe)
-homework
-'buying'
-time
-money!!
-clothes
-uniforms (or socks!!)
-food
-drinks
-hugs n kisses.
-LOVE.
-everytink else u can tink of.

yes. we had it all.
we were deemed DE most loving girlfrens.
or so i believed we were.
we had it all.
in our hands.
din we?
ilu still my one n onlyyyyyy.
=)
linn was m.e.
she knew wad i wanted to say.
wad i needed to say
n corrected me when i lied.
she knew wad i did.
right or wrong.
she knew when i was bad.
or trying ot b good.
she supported me.
even in my religion.
she even prayed with me at nite on her bed.
we said the ROSARY tog.
that was longggggg.
but i felt like her sister.
i advised her when we went clubbing
underaged girls?
who cared.
we din .. fer sure.
she taut me when i made mistakes
tho i was older.
she nv failed to b wiser at love.
i nv stopped believing in love.
cus we both knew we were too young to give up.
linn was M.E.
she could keep secrets.
as if i would hv kept myself.
sometimes..
i din hv to even share the secret w her.
fer her to noe bout it.
she reads minds.
very well. =)

linn is actualli a very simple girl inside.
she looks like the world is her debt.
but shes sweet.
pretty n sweet.
i must add.
=)
she mks me smile.
she cries with me.
she has seen my tears roll away.
with every breath i took, she breathed it with me.
she made life look hopeful again.
did i mention she's my one n only?
yes.
she is.
i gladly proclaim.
i miss her so much.
lets go back singapore tog.
lets mk it biggggggg in da club.
i'll come back fer u.
n meggs n all.
i wil b back someday.
wait fer me yeas?

u will.
u promised me rembr? hahaha
i miss the stayovers.
the love.
the joys n tears.
i miss the scoldings.
the 'buying'
i miss the stares when we fought.
i miss u.
cus. i wld rather fight with u,
den nv hv loved u b4.
isnt it?
wld u rembr mewhen i change.
will u still love me?

**its so weird how i can only say these stuffs to my gfs.
but not to men.
y? cus they're nt worth the time.
AND effort.
HEARD TAT?**
im happy today.
cus im talking to linn.
PLS dun spoil me mood pls. thks

-.-"

at home.
on a sunday.
gg mass soon.
den i'll b ready fer studies.
=)
shall nt b vulgar today.
shall b holy.
its a sunday. =D

no bloggin today.tired.
im sad tho.
shall nt express my tears in an entry.
all i can say is..
im gonna b single.
thanks to didi toro.
i hate wad he's doing.

omg. ilu linn.

oh god.

thk you fer making today such an enjoyable day,
williekie.
oh f*ck.
URGH.
oh say hi to my new bf,--->
williekie.
WAHAHA.
he's a combination of all the best qualities of men.
hence the name.
its a mixture of retarded male names.
LOL! =)
desperate attempt to regain sanity yeas?
yeahhhhhh.

anyway...
gua ju lei!!!!
yea.
i misss u so much.
f*ckkk....
HAIS.
wad da hell man.
i just watched Bride And Prejudice.
damn sweeeeet show.
shows tt distance is NTH man.
an indian with an American,
WoW. yeahhhhhhhhhh.
=))))

xXshitsXx.
so bored.
getting a lil bored with this place
plus i hvnt received the tings my mum sent.
DARN.
i tink it got lost.
xP.

-=r u gonna stay with the one hu loves u.
or r u going back to the one u love?
someones gonna cry when they learn they lost u
someones gonna thk the stars above=-

LOVE that quote.
wish i cld decide
but hv u eva tot bout this?
fer me???
i'll stay with the one hu loves me,
I tink...
but in reality,
we all noe we'll want to b with the one we love.
YEA???
hahaha.
but i wont cry when i lose u.
cus i alr did.
lost u long before i had youuuu.

blogggggggggg.

blogggggggggggg.
everyday its the same routine.
i wanna b different!!! =)
shall NOT blog a long entry today.
guess WAD???
ppl r gg amber tonite.
FUCK.
screw.
=S
i'll b alone tonite. AGAIN.
fuck la.
so muchh fer frens rit.
leaveeeee.
just leaveeeeee me here in da dark.
fuckk.
sighs.
SIGHS.
double SIGHS.
wad do i do.
again.
m i annoyin da shit outta u?
sighs.
i hvnt gotten any parcels
*hint* dadyyyyyyyyy poooo.
sighs.
im gonnna change.
to sleep....
NOT club.
no. not club.
rite?
yes rach.
No.

jaded.

gosh.
wads gotten over me ne??
....

all i wanna hear youuu sing is
'grow old with you'.
just tat lil song.
fer meeeeeeee.
wahahha.

i suddenly felt like i WANT someone to sing that to me.
its damn sweet.
will you do tat fer me??
=S
hehehee.
i simply feel so lonely here.
nt cus im home sick.
(im not u iderts.)
i just wanna be ThErE
where u r.
hate this distance.
im tinking back.
n i wonder where i went wrong.
did i do smth i shldnt?
or was it smth i said?
i dun noe.
n honestly,
i dunt wanna care animr.
just hope we left off where we'll get to meet again.
wldnt wanna lose u wHoLLy.
nt cus i want u,
but cus we shared so much.
n....
i miss youuuuuu.
need you so much.

hahah

yeah. im gonna die,
i went shopping today.
cus its week 2 wed.
so its only one hr at sch today.
SHIT.
wtf.
hate this fucking shit.
i ve spent more than ANYONE eva shld.
no...
really.
fuck.
i hv to say it.
fuck.

damn!!!
grrrrrrrs. im so sad.
i bot a billabong berms,
white HIGH heels.
(reallllllie high.)
adidas limited ed top!
(i LOVE)
n other fucks.
well...
not happy bout my spending habits.
im gonna starve .

=(
\wad ive spent overall
is tremendously big.
bigger than a bank.
ad has alr killed me.
daddy's so poor ting.
im sucha bitch.
mummy doesnt noe hw much i use.
hope shes nt mad at me.
fuck.
n i cnt complain to ad dad.
cus its MY prob of overspennding.
now i understand y ppl wana marry rich men
cus dey r fuckers.
n they want their cash.
kaaching.
ARGh.
im no better.
SHIT.
fuckkkkkkkkkkk.
-looks fer rich men-
to no avail.
theyre either ugly
or they dunt wan u.
hmmmmmmmmmm.
i'll tk the 1st option.

hahahah,
everyone here says im high maintenance.
HELLO!???
isnt every girl?
im counted VERY thrifty alr!!!
i hv frens hu shop daily.
(well,... at least i rest One day a week.LOL)
nah lah.
PLUS i'll feel DAMNNNNNNN guilty after it all.
THEY WONT.
lol.
=((((((((((((((((((((

yeahhhhhhhhh

had so much fun last nite.
my didi toro is sooooooo cute.
damn funny.
wait till i get back to singapore,
den u all will SURE luff till u drop man!!!
=DDDD

wells,
i miss u guys back hm.
hey.
i still rembr everyone of u.
n i still love u the same.
just tat mayb im too far.
tat u tink im nt there.
-reminisce-
i dunt wanna keep pondering on life
n how i've let it swooop dw the drain.
but i DIN do well fer chem, physics n maths.
OH GREAT.
there goes 4% alr.
i was only supposed to lose 2%
cus its 98% IF i wanted to go melb Uni
instead of Monash Uni.
well,
now i guess i HV to go monash.
cus we're affiliated to monash
so they let us in with bout 92%.
but Melb uni belongs to trinity.
so we must get so fucking high to get in.
wtf
im getting pissed.
cus every MINOR surprise test is 1%.
n so far, ive lost bout 4%.
sighs.
stingy old me.
i'll nv get it.

=(tinking wad else to say...
OH YEAS.
i talked to mie mummy le.
i love her.
she's the only SANE person whu sends me smtg
in fact, she IS the only one hu does.
gosh*
she rembrd im freezing here in melbourne.
well well...
love u to bits motheR!!! ~

gosh*
so cold these few summer days.
fuck the shit weather.
poor matchstick-selling girl here is freezing.
okkkkkk.
taylors wanna go clubbin this weeek,
AGAIN.
fck.
no way.
no.
no.
noooOoo--yeaaaaaaaaah
argh!
-shakes head-
NO rach.
clubbin clogs lungs n drains brains.
OK. i wont club.
i promise!!!
=/ mayb not.
aaaaaaaayes.
c hw la c hw la.
im broke aniway.
so i prolly wont go...
but i nv end up payin so no diff.
ARGHGHHHHHHH
-pulls hair-
yanks.

still....

yeah.
tmr i hv specialist maths test.
gonna fail.
hence the subject specialist
....
sighs. bot alottttta bread stuff at chinatown!!
im gg broke.
in aussie.
this is NOT good.
can u imagine being broke in another country?
it means u CANT go out.
no shopping.
sometimes no food.
cus u cant just go hm n eat hm cooked food.
this is NT home animore..
sighs.
must learn to budget. yes yes.
*nods* i will nt shop again.
-chants-.
nah. wtf.

=/ im soooooooo bored now.
did the whole studyguide alr.
lol! im a nerd.
church today was peaceful.
a serenity like none other.
a peaceful bliss bout being a christian.
or catholic i shall say.
gosh*
i shld b a nun.
hahas. well.... i neeeeeeeeeeed to buy alotttttta tings still!!!
i need- stationery.
-clothes fer winter
-shoesssssss
-cheena food (maggi mee!)
-SLIMMING PILLS (lollllllll)
-etc.
i need youuuuuuu.
where did u go?

lmao...

just got back from dinner.
food=cmi.
no comments.
=/

went fer the grand opening of Metro niteclub.
at bourke st.
walked in heel boots.
shoots.
=(
anywayyy....
we lined soooo long cus they were checking ids.
but still i got in lol.
thru acting as jerrys gf.
LOL.
how reallllllllll was tat man =S

aniway....
we partied till bout 7am.
eeeeeeeeeek.
it was 3 levels high
w diff music !! :)
lovely.
danced. with everyone.
n everywhere.
drank.
yummylicious
i gues im used to this life.
of endless clubbing n meaningless work.
till i tink i mite just break dw soon.
very soon.

BACK TO DA PT....
it was wonderful.
first time i felt it was like HUGEly massive.
loveeeeeed it.
but!
im sick ... again.....
sighs*.
dint do well fer physics test on the eye.
i SUCK at it okaaaaaaay.
realllllllie bad.
wtf.
my studies is reallie weakening.
ANYHOW,
bttp!!!
we d-danced sooooo much.
was great.
esp hot hot hot willie.
AND jerry.haha both r sooooooo diff.
wil dances the kind where u bend ur knees n bob up n dwn.
n wads funny is - he looks cool.
NT the usual retardedness.
but kOoL.
jerry dances the reallllllllllie fast- side to side dancemoves.
ALSO just as cool.
but will's one is soooooo slow that it looks style.
OKAY rach.
ctrl urself.
-drooLs-
oh yes. now the rumours in the hostel has upgraded!!!
from gossips of me n elliot (ewwwwwww)
to me n will!
haha cus of yday.
DUNT worry.
it remains rumours.
till i find myself again.

=( haiis.
B. ar. i miss u but u dunt giva shit.
i use so many ppl to distract me from u.
no use.
u always come n go as u want,
n u put me in a situation where i cant find u.
only u do the honours.
n u mk me feel like i dun deserve someone as gd as u
okay
so mayb i dunt.
but at least i noe im sane to believe u wont visit me here.
u biatch .
u .... ba-qi.
pook-kai.
sek-si.
diu lei lo mo.
f*ck everytink u made me into.
nw i club so much tat my studies is like faeces.
i feel like biting u.
(damn...)
n chui u till it bleeds.

darlinks. darlinks no more.

gosh.
michelle is sad.
i wish i cldve seen her thru more.
wish i din hv to face her like this.
with no more den a confession.
heres wad went on ydae...

she called her mum n her sis.
her sis just broke w her bf..
.....
fer mich's bf.
okayyyyy.
so mich got so fuckin sad tat she smoked weed.
while i was reading.
so i din follow her up to check on her.
i din even get to show her i care.
wads worse,
she got back stoned n lifeless.
n she called her bf.
....
now HE loves her sis.
she gets even more bleeding sadddddddd.
i guess i figured on one ting...
love ISNT bout trust animore.
cus her trust was lost by him.
n her very own sister.
love IS bout faith.
n loyalty.
no bitch aint gonna tackle her now.

-=i miss u so much but i dunno wad to say.
i shld b over u.
i shld noe better.
but its just not the case.=-

yeahhhhhh.

wells...
aussie isQUITE alrite now.
getting used to this shit.
oh n thanks to all those who tagg me. -taggggggggg-
love u all to bits.
well.. happy late vday pple.
i DIN celebrate it.
i noe....
some of u r prolly drooling with anxiety to noe hus the 'luckaye' guy ayes??
hahah WELL..... NO ONE.
hahas actuallie....
got one lah. but it was like fer an hr???!?
kk. got lotsa chocs n candy n stuff.
espppp thanks to my didi (dickie) omar n etc fer ur chocs n all!!!
veryyy sweet of u all.
love lovE!!!
to all those in spore.... thanks too.
thanks to megg fer ur book! m reading it. but seldom have time now.
sorry lah.
n thanks to sar jie fer ur pics n letters. keeping me sane.
i miss u all le.
hen duo hen duo.
haha wells... love u all so much.
wels....
i went to china town behind to eat dessert with willie.
F*CKINGGGGG good. gosh. better than lygon street man!!!
wells...
loved it. was soooooo sweeet okie.
BUT i was a lampost (plus willie) cus it was actuallie his sis n her gf's vday.
soooooooooo rou ma. (PUKES)
so close. they MUST snoggle each other at least ONCE every 5 steps.
GOSH.
ahah but nice couple too!!!
=)
wells...

i feel so errrrrrrrh.... depresseD?
NO.nt depressed...erhhhhhhh.....
regretful?
if there is even such a word lah...
cus mich honz told jerry bout smth i felt was sooooooo wrong.
i mean.. alotta shit la.
was f*cked up after hearin it.
i hope we both dun drift.
we rnt even tat close. yet we're alr apart.
we're so weird now....
feels like we shldnt hv started off.
well.
thats life aint it?
oh f* wads nt meant to b.
n this friday is metro niteclub's grand open.
im invited!! LOL
BUT... to ur knowledge... im NOT gg.
im gonna study like mad on fri...
so....
dunt worry ppls.
im a gooddddddie goodddd girl.
LOL.
love!!!

yeahhhhhh.

-=sighs=-

y did u ALL lie bout staying here with me?
din u say it'll b better after 2 weeks or a month?
it isnt!!
u liars.
pls go confession.

i hate this shit.
nt cus im homesick.
IM NOT.
lol. but im pissed/ pls listen.
thk u very much.

=( you took away all my chances to love.
you make love look so easy.
but you take it all away again.
you chitted my feelings.
you b*tch.

first it was J.
den it was A.
den it was R.
den it was S.
den it was V.
den it was .... EVERYONE.
u b*tch.
feeling this way all over again.
went Amber last nite.
danced till 5am. went fer breakfast.
got home, bathe n sleep.
i hate this life.
so monotonous.
club every week.
c the same person every f*cking week.
i realli dun wanna go.
even meggs say dunt go.
but its a friday nite.
n im alone in the hostel.
it hurts to b without love u noe.

=( wells... my life sucks.
i wish we din have to love.
or live.
in loneliness.
gosh** who made me feel this way.
youu.
bitch.

to meggs::: (still my only darlinkk)
OMG meg, save me if u mite.
i dunt wanna b here animore.
its nt worth the dist or time we wont b seeing ea other.
its too longgggg.
gosh 6 yrs??
a lifetime of pain.
=( i promised u to b good.
but i came here to screw up myself.
i dunno wads come over me.
mayb this shows how much i reallie need n loveeeeee u.
ure always stopping me from doing shit,
n messing up my life.
ure always scolding me fer being notti(or mean to men)
n hitting my hand (like my mummy.gosh imissher) whn my hands do me wrong.
i miss u fer luffing at me at my not-funny jokes.
but u just wanna mk me happy.
i miss u fer being THERe fer me.
fer telling me 'dunt worry lah,god has a plan fer youu'
did u mean to lie? (as well as the others?)
cus im nt overcoming youuuuu.
i miss u fer watchin over me at my worsest moments.
like my sore eyes at ur hse.
like whn i cry n pretend im yawning.
like my pMs while studying fer prelims.
like my tears that fell on ur shoulder.
we promised to move in tog if we're single at 26 or so.
or to b nuns cus we NOE no one wans us.
or to b loved by one another.
n never let another MAN hurt us again.
tho im older. a lil... ure still my bigger sis.
n my angel.

haii

we just had a fire.
very scary.
woke me up while i had a beauty sleep.
lol.
the alarm was soooo fucking loud k.
n my room has direct contact/firsthand-experience with the smoke.
its so frightening.
while others r alrite,
im inhaling the thick fumes. YUCK.
im dying of contaminated lungs alr.
haha.

oh anyway, one engine cost1000bucks.
so we all have to pay fer it.
4 engines came some more.
the kitchen n microwave fault.
HAHA LOL.
wells,
hope all goes well.
anyway,
gosh. im coughing like fuck now.
so shit u noe.
im sooooooo vulgar thks to the fire shite.
god save me

omg

sighs.
my entry got deleted. anyway,
wynnie tay is here!!!
the most nicest looking bung fr st nichs,
n ifound out she's willie's sisTer!!!
shes stayin here to study wif her gf.
OMG wad a bad match.
lol.
but anyway,
went to scuBar yday.
evreyone but me was high.
LOL.
well, brot them back.
slept at bout 5am litat.

n at scubar i met somone.
gosh.
she still hates me as much.
lol.
haiiiiiiiiiiiii.
wherever i go,
i cant seem to get away from them.
sighs.
wadever the case,
hope she's nt holding onto the ohsolong grudge.
gosh.
fuck.
im gonna b late fer mass soon.
ayes.

so tired.
n im veryyyyyyyyy sick now.
lol.
rather waiting fer a mail.
dunt noe y.
lol.
oh btw,
hope everitinks alrite in singy.
here sucks.
got loadsa work to do,
plus i tink im gonna fail the mid course n assignments NOW.
ahahhaah i din even tink of an interview topic.
sure die.
errrrrrrrrrrrh.
tats all fer now.
-peaceout.

ps. anyone wanna bring me to da doc?
im laZeeeeeeeeee

whole stay in aussieland

dont ask wad life has done to me.
its been..
alrite.
not good.
just acceptable.
its been..
tough.
not enjoyable.
just endurable.
sighs.
beeeeeg sigh.
since i hvnt blogged fer eons alr,
shal just blog bout the entire stay here.
=
first day.
first impression...
good.
the air was so fuckin fresh tat it smelled.
no. seriously.
the air seems so thin n clean.
aussie-lites r veryyyyyyy frenly.
they wave n smile on the road.
i even thot i was on candid camera once.
LOL.
they r super polite.
sar says cos dey'r communist.
LOL.
u NEVER hear mouse-squeekies
or loud comments.
unlike spore.
everyone calls the other with squueeek!!!!!
...
hai.
the only ting is pricing here.
houses n cars r cheap.
RELATIVELY.
but it doesnt affect me.
cos im too young.
lOl.
but the daily expenses KILLS
if u tink spore sucks.
tink AGAIN.
food here is a killer.
hmmmm....
chinese food is like AU$10 min
n even WATER is AU$3
in addition to the exchange rate,
its bout $13 fer SHIT food,
n $4 fer mineral SHIT water.
wells,
i cant complain.
the clothes r worse.
dunt attempt contemplating the prices aT sale.
looks like dad underestimated this place.
ALOT.
aniway,
if u hate spore's Orchard,
PLS slap urself once.
or mayb twice.
the shops here close at 5pm.
no. im serious.
dad says its due to their origin
of slavery n shite.
tat they hv such strong workers' union
so....
shops close at 5pm. SHITE.
n sundays, they dunt open at all.
=(
only tink nice is their church.
the oldest church in the world is st.paul's cathedral.
2000years isit?? =PpP
very lovely church.
gothic too.
=)
seeing my fetish fer such goth places,
u prolly can guess how much i hate the sch.
taylors my arse.
no.
im nt under any PMS shit.
but look.
even trinity has nice facilities n shit.
their building is nice n gothic-looking.
worse still,
taylors is oh-so-proud of their building structure.
they even compliment it "the most advanced modern building in aust"
well,
fuck the titles.
god noes how they got such a high rank fer a college litat.
yah,
the building is soooooooo modern,
we hv to tk lifts to get to 9th storeys tuts n all.
eeeeeek~!
sooooo modern,
we MUST hv our personalised IDs to get pAst the security lady.
she's beeg,
scary,
LOUD,
n thunderous.
shant complain.
ive got a room
a com
phonelines in spore n aussie.
a family (ohsosupportive of me!! ilu peeps!)
frens.
oh..
but im alr losing some.
or at least,
LOST alr.
=(
sighs.
i dun believe i'd say this but i will.
i love you.
yes you.
no denying wads been said.
alr done fer.
losing contact wif u alr.
i guessed as much.
how cld i even tink we were gg somewher?
=( wishful thinking.
watched 10discs of Love Contract.
darnnnnn sweet show!!!
i likE!
n thks to alllllll my frens here,...
(most hongkies,msian,indon,)
my mandarin has evolved.
i feel i sound like a hongkie too.
caNT help it!!!
60%of the ppl here r hongkies.gosh.
but overall,
i have to thk all my spore frens.
thks fer the sweet notes n msgs.
thks fer all ur effort n time n love.
gosh how i love u all.
missing u all nowwwwwwwww.
SOBS!!! ='(
wells,
also.....
i wanna say im glad i hv such a pretty n wonderful housemate here,
from Brunei..
she's Michelle my honey!!! =)))
hahas.
the ultimate tai tai of all man!!
LOL.
nahs. under all the suspicions of her
(which is untrue..)
she's gorgeously nice.
sweet dear.
always calling me honey ar.
with her hongkie-ish accent.
i can alr imagine her ying diao(tone)
haha. how do i mimick it fer u??
HOneY aR! (the caps means its highpitched. LOL)
well,
overall.
tho i hate this place,
i nv regret
meeting pple here.
with weird backgrnds
n names.
oh b4 i go,
i must
at least tell u their names.
i hv 5classes
at different levels tuts
everyday,
with a total of bout 100
different classmates.
n their names mk us luff.
-------------------------------------
chicken (i guesseD its Chee Kien but even the owner doesnt noe his name)
peacock (her mum must hv found her in the zoo)
funny fina (a m'sian. i was like wtf is Funny doing in her name???)
toad (errrrrr wad da fuck)
jasmine tea. (thats her full name)
lots more. i mean,...
ohhhhkayy,
mayb jasmine is ok,
but teA?
LOL.
n all these names r LITERAL spelling.
NO correction made.
LOL!
wtf.
to meggs::: ilu dearest. god i miss u
i do,
thks fer the calls n all.
god i love you.
so much.
sorrie if im mking u cry or wad,
bt u never left my heart.
n here u'll stay
visit me.
i'll bring u ard.
i'll tk u to places where only 2 can share.
i still need u
juz s much s i ever needed u b4.
mwaks!! =)))
to churchies n gang::: with so much love.
u all mean alot to me.
thks fer the sending off.
love.

sighs

so happy i talked to u last nite.
but...
u seem so reluctant to call.
like it was just plain n lifeless.
dunno.
mayb its me.
...
baby somethings changing.
or maybe we just stopped trying.

gosh i love that song.
so meaningful.
talkin bout Jerry yday..
OMG no.1 hot hunk man.
VERY skinny tho
other than tat,
he's sooooo perfect.
n he's very good with beats.
(winks)
haiis.
having a break now.
got our ID cards n med card.
WHEEE.
free visitations to the doc fer mC!
n also security access all ready!

NO MORE gettign fucking chased out
oh n fer jerry's sake,
(pls thk me, jerry!)
ive learnt canto.
as in formal canto.
DAMN farnie.
im zao sia-ing.
hahaha
gno hai bin dou ar?
hehe ngo zhong yi lei wor.

=) zang de.

sighs

so happy i talked to u last nite.
but...
u seem so reluctant to call.
like it was just plain n lifeless.
dunno.
mayb its me.
...
baby somethings changing.
or maybe we just stopped trying.

gosh i love that song.
so meaningful.
talkin bout Jerry yday..
OMG no.1 hot hunk man.
VERY skinny tho
other than tat,
he's sooooo perfect.
n he's very good with beats.
(winks)
haiis.
having a break now.
got our ID cards n med card.
WHEEE.
free visitations to the doc fer mC!
n also security access all ready!

NO MORE gettign fucking chased out
oh n fer jerry's sake,
(pls thk me, jerry!)
ive learnt canto.
as in formal canto.
DAMN farnie.
im zao sia-ing.
hahaha
gno hai bin dou ar?
hehe ngo zhong yi lei wor.

=) zang de.

oooookay.

im bored.
in sch again.
as usual.
friggin shit.
i hate weds.
it just simply means
the LONGEST day of the week.
with 75mins per lesson.
but more breaks too.

i hate today.
im alone in sch.
NO ONE HERE.
but smtg fucking scary happened yday.
VERY.
the usual haunted shits.
n gues waD?
i tink even the 3 supervisors r suspicious of it.

so i, michelle, christina slept in Jerry's room last nite.
did i mention
tat MEN r messy?
n i tot my room was plain.
his is WORSE.
nth but ONE cute small com.
WHOA.
wtf.
but was sweet.
gossips has concluded Jerry is the cutest one alr.
hongkie.
DAMN he's hotttttt.
-ouch-

oooookay.

write write write

okok.
heres my address n tel number.
NO MORE COMPLAINs.
hahah. jk la.
alritey. tk cr n since ibothered to type my add out fer the
93759487 time,
i WILL expect a letter from u dudes.
love still!~

taylors on a'beckett
108 a'beckett street
room243
melbourne
victoria 3000
australia

OKIE??? my spore number is still available.
been down lately.
i MK SURE I RECEIVE ur letters n stuff.
hopefully a kind soul will pity me
cus im missing chinese New Year n a whole lotta f*cking shits,
so, goodies will b a nice gifT! =)
LOL.
gosh. bored again.
oh well....
WRITE A MAIL fer heaven's sake.
stop reading this blogentry n get down to it
u grrrrrrs. haha
=D stil love u!

sighs.

in michelle's room bloggin.
haha.
my internet nt up yet.
fucking taylors so long.
lol.
anyway.
thks all fer the notes n msgs.
sweeeeeet.
thx louwee fer the email.
nice to hear from u.
n fer everyone else.....
WTF r u guys???
so sad.
haha.
someone pls call to chat.??
hahas.
well,
i hope u all r fine.
i M NOT.
nv will be.
time passes very slow here.
daylight savings mayb?
LOL.
hate this.

anyway,
keep me updated.
love!!!!~
i need u all so much.
now gotta study.
HONESTLY,
spore is the best.
haha
now all i can do is study.
cus its fucking bright tho its 8pm.
n deres no shops open/
LOL.
wtf m i doing here.