i am bored.
REALLY.

interviewed my ex-nanny family for my presentation on tuesday.
IT WAS SO NICE OF THEM esp since i hvnt seen them in 2 years or so!
andddd. it was so sweeeet.
i cried. YES i cried with smudgy eyeliner inbtwn the interview!
(not forgetting, its VIDEOD!!!!)
S:

anyhoots. and then, went to see a couple of crappppppppy houses and now i dont knw what the hell im gonna do anymore.
1 week to my eviction and im still homeless. now isnt that nice?!?!?!

S:

im angry and frustrated. and i hate it when ppl say its gonna be ok.
you knw the feeling, when you're all sad and emo and ppl try to be nice to u by comforting you
YET the one thing you dont want to hear, is tht it'll get better or it'll be ok?? -.-''
do you rembr that feeling?
when youre all cried out on an ex bf OR bf.
that aweful words you dont need cos deep down YOU KNOW IT.
you memorised it.
you INVENTED it.

and yetttt,
we say it to eveyrone else who needs those words of enlightenment.
(hypocritical yeah)

and then you think about it for a bit
and realised,
its not that simple.
it takes so much more courage, faith and trust than given credit for
and in the end, you still wind up alone, getting thru all the scumshits of the earth alone!


WOW.
thats a years worth of blogging right there.
and i have to go.
to have faith, you gotta have the stamina to get there.

another blog entry. i am getting a liiiiil lazy i say.

ok ive started packing and almost ready to move. and guess what. i didnt get the apartment i applied for!!!
how unlucky. thats so unlike my luck with past houses!! roar.

and now im sad. realy. dont have much to do but hog my life online
looking for a better sth tmr. and tmr. and for the next 3874527835 tmrs.

);

pray for me pls. sth need more than just luck and flirting. S:
im saddddddddddd
ohh but its my 2nd last day at cabrini paediatrics rotation. im down to paeds at MMC next week
oh man im dreading it. TOTALLY dreading it.!! ):

sniff. i needa move pple!!!!!!!
roar.
and scully: i miss u/.

this is jewel

i was REALLLLLLY bored today. had 11-12pm class on neonate resus and nth else for the wholeeeeeeee day.

so here was what boredom does to ppl.
(ps i had to hold jewel down cos shes overactive) oh yea. and shes only bald now cos' its summer and she got groomed. (:

i will blog today and more often in e future to make sure my babe Scully gets updates on my life (:

life is ok.
VERY STRESSFUL.
i honestly dont think that Monash has the right to put us med students on a pedestal for the first 3 years,
then just drop us with a tonne weight down a elevator shaft.

seriously.
4th year is not the best of times. esp in my youth when i shld be partying and having fun before i sag.

but does anyone carE???? nooooooooooope!

);

anyways had a case presentation today that is graded . so it actually counts.
(unlike a lot of bullshit hurdle tasks we get that counts for shit)

so yes screwed up but what do u knw, right?
i might get lucky.

FOR ONCE.
im ranting.
i shld go. tooloots!

ps. scully. ure missed by me. all the time. (:

ok this is my first entry of the year. whoopiedoo.

i knw, isn't it fun lol.

Im at cabrini ONCE AGAIN for just 4 weeks for my paediatrics rotation.
2 down. and only 2 more weeks to go.
aparently paeds is the hardest rotation. so im doing well .... right?

had theatre today that made me look like a total jackasss and i swear i was gonna cry.
this surgeon kept asking me anaotomy qns that I SHOULD KNOW THE ANSWER to,
but was too bz pissing my pants that i forgot!
wow. what a graet day.

anyhoots to all who read this blog of shite/ send me parcels and stuff to me in aus,
IM MOVING HSE! woot.

i pray this is not a scam but im pretty sure it is. lol. and i still let it happen.
so oh well.
pray for me and when my life changes into a more fruitful one- i'll update.

tooloots world~