what a useless weekend.

ok i totalllllly forgot abt dinner at chinatown with sameh.

so there goes my weekend plan.
i went to the gym at mich's place yday for bout an hr.
i ran, did weights and crunches.
and i think i lost 400 calories (which is alot for me ok. considerin i have NEVER worked out since.... 2006?!!?!?)
yes.
im happy.
BUT the goal is to keep the weight off and keep it up! (:

OHHHH
and today i got up later than usual. soooo there goes another weekend.

ive wasted all my weekend doing nth but get fit one day and pig out the other at Pacific House (some asian place) with Mich n kris n Ayan.
we had Chilli crabs on mee, pork ribs on mandarin sause, snow peas! andddd zhou.
yummylicious.
that replaced the chinatown plan but ohwells. my bad.

and even if i did rembr,
Keiboy did msg me that though he doesnt say it to my face,
inside he gets the lil stab when i DO go out with exs. esp this one.
and sometimes i just dont knw what to do anymore.
i mean,
ok,
life's been a mess with you
and sometimes i feel like hospital life is just not meant to be when youre ard.
butttt im still a part of you
and i cant avoid you for the rest of my life.
keiboy just needs a lotttt of time to get over it.
and till then,
we'll still have our lil chinatown date!
thats not supposed to happen, should it.

and so,
a song im addicted to for sooo long. jst to end the day. enjoy! (:
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I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Is it calling just showed up affection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldnt be concerned
In the back of my mind I cant help but question

Does she rub your feet (when you've had a long day)
Scratch your scalp (when you take out your braids)
Does she know that you (like to play ps2 till 6 in the morning like I do)

I cant explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
Walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
Walk away(i cant forget it how we use to be)

I guess I gotta live my life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on
but it seems I cant
No other man has given me attention
It aint the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind I cant help but question

Does he kiss me on the forehead (before we play)
Show on my doorstep (with a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day (just to say)
Baby I love you (like you used too)

I cant explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
Walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
Walk away
(i cant forget it how we use to be)

So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you (to you)
And you know she'll never love you like I do

Paula Deanda's Walk Away

This song is soo right. not all.jst the bolded ones.
cos' you knw she'll never love you like i do.