blue as the mood reveals

life life life.

today, though a long day,
was good. and worth the tiredness. (maybe not the gastritis, but ohwell!)

had pathology this morning at freakinnn 7am at alfred.
had to get up at 4.45, shower, drive to cabrini and then take a tram to alfred.
then go to Melbourne Pathology for a tutorial, then head back to cabrini for surgery.

vascular surgery.
im starting to think i like vascular surg!
its awesome. and for once, i went thru 3 ops without looking at the clock. hehe.

so now im back. fina-fucking-ly!
can pig out on some snacks etc.
(:
so much for weight ctrl!!! (:

ooooooooh found out i got an exam on 13thjune. FUCKKK.
now i gotta find out the timing so that i can rebook my flight
or if its early,
i can still make it in time for darwin!! (:
anyhoots,
my old number is back so pple,
you can contact on either numbers, dont matter muchhh.

im bored.
melb is fun. but not fun when your heart and mind's not in it to begin with.
suppose to meet sameh for dinner tmr
gotta check my schedule.
i still have to 'study' math methods to make sure i dont embarrass myself tutoring next week.
eeeeks!

oh yes
and to add to my daily rants here,
THERES A FREAKING HUGE BLACK CAT FOLLOWING ME HOME.
its freaking.
its getting skinnier. maybe i shld give it food,
but thennn! aHAH! it wil stalk me even more.
and if u dont alr knw,
i have a major phoebia of cats. dont ask why. i dont knw either.

i need a big breakkkkk frm all the work. till i find the simplest joys in even bloggin now.
tired and used.
i need a break.