omfgggggggg.

my life is A MESS.
but yet, amidst the shitness of it all,
i reside in the comfort of the love.
and all the support thru the shits of this werld.

some ppl dont understand youths. really.

i rembr my surgeon once told me
People who treat you like shit cos' they forgot what it feels like to be a young, budding student.
and its true no matter what context!
they force you to feel inferior cos they dont knw or they conveniently forget being a youth once,
and having to go thru a shitty fucked up life like i am, yearrrrs back.

i cant even go back to spore now.
argued with dad and ad, was cut open to be put down with foul, foul words from your own parents.
to be degraded just to try my luck to get my arse home.
im freezing here. and im having de worse flu.
(which btw, i dont generally have flus and what not.)
im having burnout from all the EDs and work
that i need to go home.
NOW.

sorry baby. i will come back to you.
i promise.