this wld be an understatement.

the past few days were good.
(thats really an understatement)
altho i must say, other unfortunate things happened along the way.

been ard abit.
newton treat by mother for me n lionel (*^#*$&%^@#)
andddd tmr is mahjong day for us!
andddddd yday i met 2 cousins + lionel.
(:

why do ppl not believe that im capable of loving again.
like SERIOUSLY?!?!?
talked to becky online. she's coming back on tuesday frm LA.
and she told me abt her convo with daddy in LA
and they BOTH think im delusional or smth-
basically- incapable of loving or being loved.
ISNT THAT WHAT I JST BLOGGED ABT A WEEK AGO???
gosh*
ppl are driving me mad jst reading my damn mind.

i am very capable of loving btw becks.
you knw nth abt staying faithful
so dont judge how i do.