stuck in a moment.

church- lunch w gor at railmall- mummys hse at holland.

i've been gg ard places this week.
with a person i wish i cld openly blog abt.
its nt cos of guilt, or mistakes,
but cos im trying with my utmostttttt effort to respect you
and give you the time you need.
YOU NEED IT.

we all do. sometimes.

yday we went to punggol (sp?????????) to a restaurant called Bliss.
REALLY BLISS LAH! except for the hair. hehehhee.
but it was an awesome cafeish thingo by the small lake-y thingy.
ANYHOOOOW,
it was sweet
the walk ard the park was sweeeeeeeter la.

had a call frm sm1 unexpected. sm1 i tot wldve hated me by nw.
but im thankful you understand (: thankyewwwwwww.

haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i talked to joshua gorrrrrrr on the phone.
as alwyas. whahaha.
anddd as retarded as he is sometimes (or most of the time- sorry gor. ilu!)
he gave me good advice yday.
he said-
in every rship (im stuck in the middle of),
ONE person has to suffer.
and I will take the blame for that.

but in this case, its TWO! Thats not fair.
if i had been nice and smart enough to use my BRAINS and keep my mouth shut,
3 ppl wldve been happy and
I will take the glory of this.

YES 3 compared to ME- 1.
thats not fair, rach. i tell myself everyday.
if only i knew how to rewind time
and stayed a nun in the first place! roarrrrrrrrr.
rach- ure a walking imbecile. i swear.

im sorry i cldnt force myself to love you anymore.
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you got to get yourself together
you got stuck in a moment
that you cant get out of.
dont say that later will be better
NOW you're stuck in a moment...