*concentrates* on loving

the past mths,
i took the time to analyze my life.
and self-actualisation hit me *ouch*
im taking a turn for once.
instead of venting dissatisfaction and suffering for your ineffectuality,
i decided to do the direct opposite.
and express all my love for those that i DO, well, love.
(:

megg:: my darl'. pinky promise yeah.
i'll be home before you knw it.
(: mwahhh*

tiff:: ha! my every-niter. (: imu still btw.
i'll get u whatever u asked for okie?
(: im in luv w ur voice. (im a lesbian btw)
ha. mwahhh*

to all those back home::
I'LL BE HOME SOON.
just you wait!
to challenge lionel and cuzzies at daytona (nw that 9 yrs have passed, mayb we'll play pool instead. haha)
to eat out everydayyyyy at the food festivals.
to meet up w glenna woman!! (: drea of cos!
and IJ-ians (DONT PANGSEH K!)
to club as well!! (:
oh to meet teachers andddd familyyyy of cos! (how cld i forget that?!)
and everyone else like my churchmates! haha
i miss st joe's church. that beautiful abode. hah (:

see! dont i sound so much more elegant and refined when i thank ppl instead of dissing them?
i realise if i do b*tch abt 'em,
im gonna be reading my entries one day
and finding myself so ashamed that i bothered to waste effort b*tching.
haha.
and i do love 'em still
(YES STIL. EVEN AFTER THE B*TCHING)
well, call me sore.
but i rembr when i was pri4, i told yurong (yes that girl i miss so much!!) never to say 'hate' or to bear hate.
cos its karma. it'll come back to you. and you'd realise that you dont actually hate someone
until you've killed them.
then you'll hate yourself.

so loveeeeeeee pplE!
and to val babe!:::
hahah im soo glad u guys are sooo happy.
absolute bliss!! (btw i dont think age is a factor at all!)
(: but i do love u! mwahhhs*