pangsehhhhh.

to be pangseh-ed by one, or more like two of your close friends is swell, just swell.
):
el nicely msged me,
saying that he wanna have dinner at my place tonite.
did he turn up?
no.
did he even call or msggg to tell me HE changed the plan?
no.
gosh*
why is everyone becoming like him.

well. on a lighter and MUCH more cheery mode,
my step mummy just sent me some kaaching.
-thank heavens!
its abt time.
im getting broke and disgustingly in debt thanks to my PHONE BILLS that i conveniently forgot to pay.
and all the other bills i have yet to pay!
like water electricity and land line bill.
): pouts!!

i can wait to get home
i can alr contemplate what the 5 weeks of hol will be lk for me.
no staying at home,
or early nights.
NOPE! not i!
the suppers and midnite shits and clubbing
and of cos,
taking care of my baby sisters.
gosh!
i must go shopping for my lovely twinnies and eli and manman and lauraaaaaa!
(: -screams frantically-
its so exciting to be gg home during june hols.
i can just imagine how much wgt i'll gain!

haha.
its obvious.
today is a very good day for me.
even tho dilini hated the hse we saw (it was in shabs. ewww)
and we walked ard the wholeeeee southern hemisphere today.
andddd those two didnt turn up (whilst i waited half my life for them)
and had to starve cos i was hoping to get dinner! ):
but overall..
shit really does happen. and when it does,
we never notice the little light amidst the shadows.
but today,
i did.