you're just not worth it.

mood: SO MUCH ALIVE today and kicking!

why? cos im having the FINAL resolution of freedom-
to be in a carefree self-state,
and not worry about others.
or what they're thinking.
cos why worry when worry is wasted.
its just not worth it!
you're just not worth it!
(:

cheesy shit!
today's pcl class was 10-12pm.
...
-raises eyebrow-
am i expecting more?

last night (12am literally)
skantha the sweetest came all the way to my door
(im alll the way in CLAYTON btw, compared to his place in the city)
to say hi
and yadda yadda.
it was the sweetest feeling.
to wake up in SHABS of my pj to a good fren at the door.
i was shit tired of cos,
but nth beats the reaction when i opened the door
-those eyes of innocence
and pure missin'.
my wide wideee smile i couldnt conceal.
at that second i even thought i'd fall for you.

he stayed- i got up at 10am and locked him IN my house
hahaha. poor sweets.
well now that he's gone n im pretty much alone again,
my mind starts to wander to places it REALLY shldnt.
):
ohhh dilini dearest and i cooked curry today!
she made it so i wldnt starve myself. heh.
-you knw me too well dear-

gonna go house hunting w her, for her soon!
she's gonna move out.
poor ME- no more late nights and stayin overs?
i wanttttttt! *pout*
-hands on hips.-

to think that i openly blogged all my emos this week.
and the past freaking month.
its just sad.
seriously.
i have no life (officially)
and i need to get one.
hope it starts when im back in spore.
feeling so much more loved back home.
without the thoughts of ever being lonely,
even when im all by myself in my balcony.
theres just no time, no space to feel empty inside.
cos' ive been there, done that,
but it never took such a toll on me before.
see! its the bloody weather's fault!
-rants-

oh yes oh yes.
a shout out to william tai:
dude! hahaha nv talked to u in soooo damn long alr!
cant wait to meet u in spore!
i knw, i owe u a treat for the exams right?
HAh!but u owe me like 3456789 treats
for JUST coming home.
hahahaha. lov u still tho! (:
take take take care yeah?