its about time!

exams exams exams.
i hate not feeling a single ounce of stress.
(F/A)
no seriousssssssly.
its not about whether i think i am ohsogood,
or whether im getting a lil sombong to say,
but really.
i wished i felt the stress meg felt during promos.
(and btw, babeeee u will keep all 4 subs ok! :) )
.....
cus it can only make
but it wont break me.
.....

no more no more no more slacking and wacking ard.
-hands on hips-
*pouts-
i mustttt get ard!!!
english final is on monday.
clueless abt the time
(shld i be aware??)
heehee.
and as for math on wed,
its only MATH A!
(thats a good thing!)
then 2 exams would be over and done with!
yay.
yipeeeeeeeee.
den im done to physics next tues (i think.LOL)
anddddddddd chem on thurs next week.
thennnnnnnnn tadaaaaaaaa.~
left with one sub!
Specialist Maths.
yucks~! :((((((((
thennnnnnnnnnn im officially free .
(well i'll still be stuck here nonetheless.)
i dont know whyyyyy the hell i chose to stay another month here alone.
and for crying out loud,
WHAT THE HELL is a lil girl (me.*cough*) shopping for furniture alonEEEEEE for mah new place where i'd be all ALONE once again.
POUTS.
i wish i wish i wish //

ohhyeahhs. news flash (not gossips for once! :) )
marilyn khng wan yu my meimeiiiiii
is coming here to see mah! :D
thanks meiii
(actuallie i wldnt know if u get to read this...)
but wadtheheck.
:) MEIMEI i reallie cant wait to seeya.
sorry for all the late replies in letters but YOU owe me one this time!
heehehehe.
meiiiiiiii glad to know youre just as excited as me to be able to hang out once more
esp when its so near to xmas!!
u'll get to see the xmas spirit here mei!!!
:)
lovelove.

im in such bliss right now ..
the exams dont intimidate me!!!
and as for noelkins! :))
lovelove too! dotn worry. its just the horrific-everyone-fears-it prelims!
and your sch is madness in itself lah ok.
hahhhaahh.
so no worries and keep working hard.
:)

love werld.

23-10-05

daddy's gone.
i finally understand the feeling of 'miss' and 'longing'
wells.
thanks daddy dooooooo for everything.
i am simply amazed and incomprehensive about how some pple can hate their dad so much.
REALLY.
the absolute.

gotta study soon
canntttttttt lac animore.
so tk cr.
and loveya werld...........

blog blog blogged

sighs.
Daddy is HERE!!!!
went to our graduation at the Melbourne Town Hall yday.
CLEARLY stated on the paper is 'neat casual'
and everyone
(including maself)
came in dresses and suits and tux.
and mannnnnnn was it flamboyantly overwhelming.
and despite the fact that i missed 3 achievements by 0.2%,
i am sooooo happy to see my dad.
and have my dad see me graduate.

mr sonsie (chem)
mr urqhuart (physics)
ms burton (eng)
mrs harut (mathA) *a drunked arminian*
mrs hallatsch (math B)

u all are THE BEST.
as always.
thanks to you guys...
my dad is so proud of me..
theres no better feelin than this,.
i swear i could just saunter ard in this mood
:)

to all.
congrats to taylorians.
exams in a week
its time to mug!
and to the teachers.
i loveeee ya bestest.
andddddd to my pup!!!
:) daddy doooooo i know ure reading this now.
LOL.
wells.....
take care. and thanks for being my strength.

*screams*

thanks MEAGHAN SEE MING YI once again.
i just got your mail.
:) the parcel actuallie.
so sweeeet.
hahah so thats the surprise right right right???
-innocence -
its bliss.
thank you.
i'l call u immediately when i finish my shitcrack exams.
:)
okkie???
loveyyyyyyya

---------------------------------------------
excitement overraiding.
my minds all about you...
d.a.d.d.y.
:)
yay. ure ocming tonite.
approxi tmr mornign.
i cannotttttt wait man.
youre the bestest pap! :)

with lotsa lovinggggggggggggggggg.
----------------------------------------------
rus the puss is moaning beside me.
OPS.
was tat sick?
NOooo.
he's bored watching me blog.
im hungry!
and finally...
STRESSED.
it has totally kicked in last nite.
when the proximity of the exams is revealed in my nightmare.
i think i might NOT get into med sch.
arghhhh who cares.
stoopidddd monash is too strict with marking.
yuppps
-nods head.
:((((

okok. stop groaning and salivating rus!
the puss!!!
hheeehee.
gonna run off now.
btw.
daddy pls bring me large luggages pls :)

omg. the lackdated.

my my.
the amount of sh*t i've missed out on without blogging or checking blogs.
-shakes head-
dint make a difference to the werld....but the GOSSIPS!
I must update.

nonono.
its not just me.
girls.
-nods.
COUNTING DOWN...
NOT to the finale of my year in melbourne,
but the EXAMS.
fcukstration!!!!!!
:P pouts
just got a call from daddy and ad etc yday nite.
WHEEE.
now im convinced totalllyyyy that if i work my arse off now just to get satisfactory results to birng home, its allll worth it.
:)
thank yew pup!! and ad!
they're awfullyyyyyyy nice. the bestest parents.
eveR.
wheeeeeeeeee.

ooooohhh.
daddypap is coming to melbourne for my grad nite on wed!!!
i canNOT waittttttttttttttt.
roars!- the anxiety of wait.
:D
he can help me bring stuff over for the twinsssssssss mah babies!!! and eli and manman of cus! :)
PLUS he's bringing stuff frm my R.Mummy!!!!
yay.
gosh*
i miss her too.
SIGHHHH.
...............
............................
...............
ANYWAYS.......

YAY!
absolutelyyyyyyyyy elated to see mah daddy poooo.
im simply clueless how some ppl detest their dads.

Daddys are the Best! :)

oooooohkay, i just realise how paedophilic my dad will look if i indulge in such a slogan any longer.
lol.
ohwellllls.
for a start,
im going to finish my 'mug' on mathb's integration.
yipeeeee
thennnnn start on chem.
gotta be a nerd.
prove my dad wrong about the simplicity of Aust's edu system.
LOL

*im in bliss*
-daddys princess.

darn darn darn.
:(
skipped lines 3,4,5.
went to wellington gynae.
POUTS*
i dont know if its a serious prob.
but seriously, im dying.
the pain is overwhelming.
and to megg.
thanks for ur msg. promos is over?
:) loveee to hear that.
glad youre over the 'i screwed my promos' mood
hahahha
:)

back to the topic.
the main reason why ive been ranting
and whining
and mourning
and and and
SIGHS*

anywayyys...
checking some apartments now.

in school

again.
:( in school blogging.
I NEED TO MOVE HOUSE NOW
in dire need of internet.
PRIVACY ppl.
sighs*
anywayyy
its the weekends!!!
less ranting expected.
the weekenddddddd will be a blast.
:D

actuallie...
all i plan to do is sleep FULL days (Without the intention of scaring maself to wake every 6.30am.) -yawn.
wheeeeeee.
AND finish the whole math A and math B (Hopefully) study guides.
to mk it even bettaaaaa...
i wanna finish English sept mufy paper! :)
ohkayyyyy
dont ask why da hell im so happy to indulge my precious time in WORK.
its a pleasure to know im coming home.
countdown:::2.5 months???
pouts.
OK i know its like omg. so long. blahblahblah.
whatever the case,
IM HOMEWARD BOUND SOON.
:D
lol.
lovelove. werld.
the princess is gonna workkk her arse off again....

.........

dont mean to sound so enthusiastic about EXAMS.
nonono
-shakes head
i reallly reallly beg to differ.

its just that hols will be heading here RIGHT after the exams!
-innocent look-
hence the intonation of mistaken elation :)

exactly 25 days to the Finals.
*GOSH*
and i havent started to panic.\
i shall heed elliot's advice of restraining maself from illusioning about the convenience of doing MUFY. doesnt always secure us with a bright bright future in monash Uni if we DONT meet the prerequisites.
and im becoming more philosophical with every rebuttal i present to Elliot's idea of MUFY.
lol.
ohhhhhhhk, here i go again.......

whilst many perceive 25 days=3weeks4days to be a rather longgg time.
i simply cant imagine the proximity of such a treacherous coming. IMPENDING DOOM. utter doom if i shall find out i dint make 92%.
*pouts*
this sucks.
i donttttttt believe i dint make it well for Math B trial.
TOTALLY absurd for them to penalise me for s.f AND pointing.
:(
*PRINCESSPOUTSprincesspoutsPRINCESSPOUTS*

f-------------------------------er.
heeeeee :D
to end off on a lighter note, thank you MEAGHAN (once again)
but your letter. your reply will be soon.
soon is figurative btw.
lol.
:)
loveyyaaaaaa babe. just gimme some time to study and reply asap ok?
love :)

mwahhhs werld. im gonna sprint home to MUG.
okok. a lil oprah, a lil nap, VERY LIL food.
:)

loveeeeeeeeee

SCHOOOOOOOL

its a tues. smth to look forward to end of school.
:D
its SIMPSONS (like every other nite)
plus Simpsons special.
okok. dont get me wrong.
im not a simpsons addict.
just cartoonie. :)))

okok. that was gayish.
anyhow.
heard so many gossips from Omar yday.
GOSH*
gotta tell lots to meg and everyone else1!!!
hahahahh luff their arse off.
well...
its nt exactly funny,
but worth a chuck.
:)

ohhh thanks to MEaghAN See MInG Yi.:)
with lotsa loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
BABE!!!!!
thanks for calling. alwyas cheering me up
im sorry to hear abt ur troubles in Chem,
but trust me (or at least God)
hurrrrrhur.
he will find a way.
for you.
for me (my trials sucked loads too)
and for us.

loving you deeply girl.

:) sounding perverted.
gosh*
-slaps forehead.
jst DYING to get home,
:) and den i HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO
go
-newton
-cine
-lido
-heeren
-TAKA
-evrywhere.
and anywhere.
more imptly, meet all youuuuuu pple in spore.
ohh and we're even plannig to meet up ,
even with taylorians once we're back in spore.
:)
heARd Marche is closing down in spore.
SIGHS*
omggggggg.
hateeeeeeee it.
bad news after bad news.
still... nth smells better than HOME.
eternal bliss.
even a turbulance in the airplane cldnt get me donw!!!!
(WHOA>okkkk touch woooooooooood)

bye werld.
schools def a con for me right now.
i cant tink of more reasons to kill those MLIFY teachers who downgraded me (not literallie)
wellllllll
HMPFS to all those MFCCB!
:)))))))))) WHOOOPS

schoolllllllllls NOT out.

wheeeeeeee.
im in sch now.
and its the start of the term.DARNIT
this means..... 28 days to final.
exactly 4 weeks.
WHEEE
*sarcasm* well meant
i figured it wouldnt be long till im home if i just concentrasi on my subjs now.
OK change of plans.

gotta see a doc
eat
sleep
netting
blogging
etcetc
OK! no time to study
*Zzzzzzzz*
heehehhehe.

wells.
got all my results for trials.
and i dont believe i got all fussed up over 2.5% of english.
F*CK.
ohwells.
life stinks.
*literally*
im bside nerds.
hahahhah (excluding maself)
gonna go makan now.

:)
i hope my tummy doesnt topsy turny now.
:S
POUTS*

:PPPPPPPPPP

darnittttttttt.

hols are almost over. in fact...
its actuallie over alr
considering its now saturday.
DARNNNNNNNIT
*dooooop*
anywayyyyyyy

to Prince....
fourrrrrrrrr months.
WAHHHH
too long alr sweets.
*shakes head*
lovelove yaaaaaaa.
-hugs.

eternal bliss?
begggggggggggs to differ.

:S
im bloggin at hudsons coffee.
cus i got no darn internet at home.
which sucks.
but is healthy for my net-free lifestyle
in aid of the coming exams.
wellll cant complain.
finals are in about,...
hmmmmms....
ONE MONTH
-panics.
breathheeeeeeeeeeee.
:(
goshgosh*
welll... thanks to VAlly Babeyyyyyyy!!!
thanks for your letter.
and the awards tingy.
i replied ur lettter.
just waiting to mail it out okie??
loveeeeeeya babe...

muchlove.

i prolly wont blog anymore in a thousand years since im planning on concentrating on exams.
(yeahhh.. rite.)
-rolls eyes
i cant wait cant wait to get home.
wheeeeeeeee
no more daydreaming of wat couldve been
or wadve happened without me home.
well...
its actuallie gonna be realistic for me.
(for once)
tho im only gg home in dec.
BUT HEY.
its a lasting gift
compared to the WHOLE year of mugging without even smelling home during the june hols.
im deprived.
i realised!
:(

welll...
alls good fer me.
and meg belly ky sajon gerk joshhhhhhhh and evreyone else
MY FAMILY.
yesyes -nods.
plssssssss wait for me in dec!! :)
lvoelove werld.

((lifes jst getting good))