sh*T

i jst wrote a shit long essay to begin with
and it had an error
and *poof*
it disappeared with style.
GOSH!
-slaps forehead.
i never want to see another monitor again.
-hands on hips.
OMG....
i jst realised how bimbotic that can get
hahahahaha.

ohwells.
anyways.....
to belly scully aaron lionel etc
if u guys got my letter.
pls lemme know alriteY?
dyign to hear frm you!!!

ohh and im gonna get a calling card shit soon.
soooo to
meg,
belly scully,
sajon,
josh gor gor,
gerk,
family!!,
etcetc....
i'll be callign you guys soon alrite!!??
(hahaha)
-trapped in the desolation of wait.

ookko.i just sent an emailout.
and im dying to get areply.
only belly and all will know who it is.
wahahhahaha,
(B.)
not lunch
not dinner.
heheheheh
okok
belly.... ring a bell?
ehhehehehe
sighs
belly i haf to updte u on a lotta tings
involving church pple.
gosh*
hope melb cant get any worse than now.
:S
ohhhyaehhhhs.
today is mugmugmug day.
(I KNOW ITS A HOL)
but still....
i need to get dw to studynig.
this is it.
NO MORE SHOPPING
or galavanting along swanston st.
trying out every restaurant ard.
sighs.
im fat.
sighs.
and brown.
lOOkin a lot like a potato.
shits.
ohwells.
gonna makan nw......
........
DOPE!
forgot my diet.
arghhh hu cares.
ciao werld.
im coming home soon.

waiting for you.

at rus' place.
:S
gonna study laters.
as for now....-searches fr food-
yum yum.
OHHHH to belly n scully n aaron n lionel:::
if u get my mail. pls lemme noe okie??

lovelove babes!!! :)

I just sent out an email. im dying to get a reply.
sighs.
maybe only belly and all will know who im talking about.
YES.
only ONE.
B.
hehhehe belly! figures?? (not lunch or dinner.....)
hahahhaa.
anyway,
i will be calling you all soon okie?
still havent got down to getting that sickening calling card.
SINCE i nicely gave mine awya.
ohwells.
to meggs, belly,scully, lionel, sajon, etc etc...
u'll be getting a ringting frm me sooooooon.
(buwahhahaha)
-trapped in the desolation of wait.
:) *grrins

okok.
gtg.
rus is outta the shower now.
and I....
gotta go mug mug mug for my finals now...
Oh and pple,
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE pray that i get my goals of 94%
or else,
im homeward bound!!!!!
:S

days days days

wheeee.
hols r here.
but alr half of it went past in a blast.
sighs.
hate this.
:(

anyhowwwwwwwww,
went to swarovski today.
got y.o.u. smth!!!
heheheh i NOE its like superrrrrrrrrrly duperlyyyyyyyy early lah...
but still!!!
i jst wana mk sure everything is perfect once i get home.
and nth else is left for unnecessary worry.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)
lovelove.

anywayyyyys.
we havent started mugging our lives away.
NO... we din attempt to.
any time, we tried to.
so no bickering bout sloth.
:D

i kinda wish somethings changed.
and fer those that cant be helped,
sometimes i wish i dint have to witness change.
as i watched Oprahs Katrina Catastrophy on tv that day.
i think of so much.
of all the reasonings and the unnecessary happenings.
i dint have to witness.
and for all the things i wish i didnt see,
i wish for change.
SIGHS*
lifes just one bigggggggggg mess.

sorry no updating'

its been a week or so.
again.
and as usual/....
no internet
aka no updates/
jst wanna wish gor a happy belated bday.;
meimei is sorry she forgot.
study too much i tink :S
heeheee.

andddddddd/

results for the trials are out.
TOO MUCH TO TAKE.
it was alrite.
averaged out a worse-than-wanted grade.
and for the record,
I DOTN THINK ITS ALRITE TO BACKSTAB YOUR FREN.
ops/
so outta point
hurhurs/.
but thats a msg to YOU.
thank you very much.
your comments to him were vry much uncalled for.

someone asked me
what makes the werld wanna turn each day.
its the same reason you make me wanna start all over again.

-.-''

in rus' place now
(looks ard)
soOoOOo neat man
he shld pay me to be his maid.
actullie....
pay oso i dont want.
hahahahhahaha
LOL.

jk.

anywayys,
we're going to watch the finals for badminton tonite!
-hops ard-
anddddd....
rus is in singles and doubleS!!!
good luck sweets!! :)

gtg pple...........
mismeeeeeeeee

blogblogfrog.

:)
im waiting for a pathetic tutorial. cos i have absolutely no clue wad der hell is going on for tmr's trial exam. aka the last one!!! wheeeeee.
hahahahah so glad to know,
-winks
poor bio ppl. still got till thurs lol!! :P
anywayyss.....
thanks LIONEL!! :)
for your letter. short and sweet
lovelyyyyyy.
yesyes. and all others....
YOU AR! never receive a single mail frm u peeps!!!
-fold arms.
hmpfs. hahahahah
anywayyyy i gtg beg someone to teach me math now.
sighs******
i hateeeeeeeeeeeeee school now. so
many mix of races that i cant find my locker.
-.-''
lol
hyperbole. :S

in school :(

math A test in about 45mins.
thank god its my 2nd last exam ...
fer the month :S

anywayyyyy
thanks MEGGGG mah darl'
for calling tat day.
glad to hear youre so happyyyyy :)
lalalalla~!
:)))))))
wells. everything's better now dear.thanks dear.
and i wanna see u too!!
asap!! :) heehee.
dont you worry girl!!
(rach sprints home. )
:)))

i havent blogged in a while.
and im getting used to not being connected to the world via internet
wow.
how im evolving.
:S

okok gonna mug before the exam starts. heehee

f------------

everyone!
attn!!!
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pray for this poor soul today.
lets keep her in our prayers
and pray she'll survive this ordeal this month
and the next. :(
TRIAL EXAMS.
--->me :)

okok. so lame. OMG.
see!!! the adverse effects of trials on an individual.
sighs*
i wish i wish i wish.
:S
omg. wed is physics. had to be the worse sub.
Fl_lClc!!!!!!
(fcuk)
heehee. okok gtg back to mugging.
i dunt noe why im panicking.
its only trials woman!!
-slaps forehead.
no hope for the dying.
:S

to look on the brighter side of life.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!
:)jie ilu. mwahh mwahhs. missya alot alot.
and tk cr. i love u dearesttttt.
:))))))))) 21 eh? big kick arse party!!

sighsighs

SHIT!
the trials are inevitably approaching the deadline.
LOL. such an imagery.
(relevance u noe.)
dead-line.
HEEHEE. okok. i noe.
LAME RITE.

------------for you K-----------------------
i dont know why you say somethings.
i dont know why i cant that you dont.
i dont know why you hide from me.
i dont know why i cant get down to talking to you.
------------from me R----------------------

okok SORRY.
just felt like shouting out louddddddd
for alll to hear wat keeps reminiscing in my head.
its like..
at the back of my mind.
but i just cant say it.
(well.. now i have.)

:S
feeling stressed.
NO. not cus of tht tingling feeling.
dont worry :)
just just.... just ....
ARGHHHS. no comments lahhh.
just a sudden urge to tell the werld wad ive got on my shoulders.
the burden of having to ensure 101% that i get into med.
i dunno why i bother actullie.
just kindaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa feeling the stress all of a sudden.
am i mad?
-nods-
widout a doubt :)