okokok -.-''

ROAR-.
no comments.

(i change my mind)
omg.
i dont believe itttttttt.
i did continuity correction* wrongly for the math A test.
and chem test is pushed to friday.
NOT good. means= NOT ONE DAY for trials revision.
im beginning to mug.
no wait.
im ATTEMPTING to mug.
obviously not working.
*SIGHSSSSS*

aiyaya.
i promise to go to the gym right after the trials.
NOT to get skinnier (thats a boon)
but also to work my arse off the stress and get down to the finals.
its not too long before i reach home.
by then, its home sweet hooooooome. *hugs mylove*\

okok. im sooo pissed off with math a nw that i wanna rant rant rant my life away.
F*CKKKKKKKK.
:(((((((
anyhowwwwwwww....
im even more pissed with the arrangement of me shifting outta the hostel.
dads so bz,
becky just wanna get married and f- outta this
sarah is god-knows-where. and whyyyyyyyyyyy
ad just want the details i dont have.
anddddd andd anddddddddd........
i have NO IDEA wtf is going on with the transactions.
if it did go well,
prolly math A wldnt deter me this much to wanna stop studying.
i am an instument of confusion right dis min.
and NO ONE IS HELPING ME.
sobsobs.
nth seems to mk tings better.
even tho my daddys assurance is very much convincing.
i still want a life pple.
ERGHS>
am i gg wayyyy off tangent.???
-nods nods-
YUP. right on.
:) *winks-

**THURS is MY DAY.
HURHUR.
:) mwahhhhhs. my love.

grrrrrrrs

physics test today= -.-''
no comments.
math A test tmr= SH*T.
sighs*-
wed- chemistry test= STRESS!
roar**
and and and trials in exactly a week.
hav i started?
NO.
who cares man.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs

and and and.
i found some aptmts near clayton to move into in oct/nov,
but guess what...
what?
must stay with unknown pple!!!
i dont want!!!
-stomps ard-
here's where my compromising skills come to play.
NONONONONO.
i will not and shant live with the idea,
(or the actual person)
under the same roof with me,
ESP if i have NO CLUE wtf he is!
erghhhs
ok am i overrrrrrrranting?
I DONT CARE anyway :)
arghhh.
megg can u come here pls n be my roommate?
i'll be super nice :))))))))))))))
(and forgiving.)
hahahhahaha.
lol.
fine. gonna mugggg now.
fer test tmr.
now now,
who said math A was EZ???
-looks ard.
-poutspouts-!!!!
ffffffffffffffff--k.
i want my daddy.
:)

sch sch sch

wheeeeeee.
in sch com lab now.
sucks.
IM F-ING SICK OK!!!!!
hmpfs-
f-ed up rus dun giva shit.,
someone buy me porridge PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE
begs*****

sighs sighs.
anywayyy
i gtg class. just dropped by to see how the werld is sooooo responsive to me, that i have to talk to myself online. LOL
okok. sTOP ranting rach.
god noes where ive been today.

hope all is goooooooood.
:) and pray i get well.
before i vomit fer the 4 th time this week,
and blow my nose for the 248683456834time today. sighs
werld, be nice.
stay away from the disease itself.
:)))))))))

wheeeeee

today-
monash medicine interview.
*phewwwwwwwwww
-sweats.
it wassss sooooooooo greattttt :)))
it was prolly the best day of mah event week
no. month!
:))))

impressed?
-not yet. :

i tink its been too long since i blogged.
and i shld noe...
I DONT HAVE INTERNET IN MY ROOM.
f---------.
arghhhhs.
who cares. -pouts*
anywayyyy
the week's been alrite.
megggg
belly
marilyn
etcetc I MISS U PEEPS!!!!! :)
always have dreams of u guys.
LOL.
(gd ones lahhhh. )

ohhhhh.
andddd anddddddd andddddddd....
math b test today- not THAT hard.
AVERAGE test for an average me! :)))
oh and monday is physics test. SHUCKS.
tues- math A test
wed- chemistry test!
darnitt.
but overall..
today was good. first interview and i didnt panic as mcuh as i did with the mock interview with miss dawson.
she was sucha nasty b*****.
anywayyyyyyys
:)God is goodddddddddddddd.
:) LOL.
okok. im overjoyed.
gtg study nw ppl!!! :)

goodday werld.
rachieeeeeeee lovess u.
*smucks* :))))))
love me.

sh*t

darnit
im in selfdenial.
i hateeeeeeeeee stooopid hk refereesssssss
arghhhh
:((((
sttttttttooooops so biased.
macham pusink lah.
:S
grrrrrrrrrrrs.
anywayyss went to watch soccer yday.
it was soooo gay.
yet nice :)

orange boys vs blue bros. (B)
ac scorpions were disqualified!!! cus none came.
and even if they did come,
green machines wldve lost anywayysss. :SSSS

anyhowwwwwww, the games were soooooo funny. espppp mono-nono and andi-hamil :)))))
today watched bball matches.
actuallie. only one.
hu cares.
the blues were WOW-gd.
no comments -.-''
andddddd
red bulls vs white knights. (R)
i tellllllllll u.!!!
erggghhh that hk referee was such an arse.
pian jian man .
grrrrs
anywayyyy went to eat and nw we're backkkkkkk home.
:)lalallal~!
ohhh andddddddddddddd....
bugil 3-pointed so blardieeeeee well mans.
WITHOUT tking time to aim
and last ONE sec of the game he scored 3 pts by shooting in from almost 3/4 of the court.
WAHHHH bugil is officially my eyecandy dandywandy :)
ohwait.
he alr was.
DARNIT!!! so cute lah.
so glad he was like WHOAAAAAAAAA
even after losing, NO SHAME.
just a game.
nw i feel like joining bball in uni.
shoot the shit outta pple.
lol. hahahahhahaha :))))
i wont mk it,
I NOE LAH.
bleahs xp

anywayyy i gtg.
do work nwwwwwww
yay yay
loveeeeeeeya werld.
mwahhsssssssssssss

bloggin too much too soon.

its draining to just BE in sch.
never thot i'd hate sch this much.
i reckon its gonna kill me
before i get to the finish line.

:))))))
anywayyyys
yoooohooooo.
anyone gonna help me in math B or Chem or physics???
:S
poor binny is dying.
and trials is soo near.
i fear im just starting to worry.
which means....
PANIC!!!!
arghhs -pulls hair out-
anddddd i still gotta prepaer fer the imoending doom
(the interview of cus!! :) )
its like urghhhh.
so f- up.
i have 5 tests ALL next friday.
cus i'd be missing thursday classes.
:(
sniffsnifff.
*gosh.
dwelling in self-pity.
God be nice.
:)

ohhhhh
to megg
belly n scully
ij peeps.
church SJConnect
gerk n co.
taylors peeps
and alll.....
loveeeeya to bits.
i'll be homeeeeeee real soon.
wait fer me okieeee?
mwahhs mwahhhhs.
loveeeeeeeeee with all my heart <3
mwahhhhs ilu ilu.

:) peaceoutttttttt *screams-

lalallala~!

okok.
today was the monash assembly.
a totallyyyyy new system in monash.
i kinda wish it dint have to change.
heard its a new institutional team in place of tamara keatings.
f-.
she was the best tertiary advisor i know.
and ive learnt to abhor change.
:S

anywayyyyys
bloody hell monash mistook my surname as COLEEN.
f-
its killing my family name even b4 it dies out with all dotters.
:S
LOL.
okok -touchwood-
anyhowwwwww
ive lost my letter of conditional offer into med sch thanks to that mizundastanding of mah SURNAME. okok.
omg -slaps head
all the trauma to face(hyperbole)
and the agony of re application of a lost article,
andddddd i initially wanted to come back to melb on the 20+ Feb 2006
looks like now its gotta be changed to 11th!!!!!
ohmyf-inglife sucks.
and if its not traumatising enough,
i will have to miss all those festivities back home
and all the birthdays (elicia)
etc etc etc

i'd have to break off these hindrances that force me
to return to a land other than my own
for an education i am unsure of.
(unwillingly of cus)
i dont even know if i can get into med
worse still,
i dont tink wad i do now to change this fact can exomerate me from the impending blame of missing 360 entry.
if 265 wasnt bad-sounding enuf,
it would be an understatement if i say i wish i was home.
NOW is the unattainable time.

blog blog blog

wheeeeeeee i ordered a white suit alr.
BUT still need another suit fer the 2nd rounds.
:( sighs. spent almost 500 on a pathetic suit.
SIGHS***

anywayyys
wheeeee got break now.
yay. soon is math b,
den im screwed.
started revision fer trials. math b no hope lah.
:)
anywayyyyy today is badminton matches
at albert park i tinkkkkkkkk
i wanna go. must see if ive done all my work :)))
goodie too-shoossssssssssssssssssssss here is startin to work her arse off. dont wana waste a year of work, and time and DISTANCE from home fer nth.
sooooo.....
watch out trials,
here i come! -runs into a wall.
lol. okok
so its studying stress getting to me.
SOOOOO.???-huh huh huh???
:D retardation.
STILL my fav word. hurrrrrrrr
:)))

yeasssss and imu u all at home.
lovelove mwahhhhhs

blog blog blog

darnittttttt.

i got the finalised date for my interview!!!!
:)))))))
okok. not smth to be happy abt
butt anywayyyys
its on the 25th of august
i repeat
AUGUST!!!
ohkayyyyy meg,
P.A.N.I.C.
i noe i noe.
andddd i have like a trial interview with ms dawson next week
:(((((

MEGG HELP. i tot its in sept.
but now its like AUGUST.
Fcukkkkkkk ok.
erghhhs
anyhowww,
today im watchin initial d with rus n amanda.
hope its fun...
:))))))
hahahah yeahh
and did i mention that im so screwed fer trials.
no wait. this is an understatement.
im f-ing dead.
cus our books r late.
(less time to do the shit)
andddddd i need to prepare for interview,
hence haveee to neglect trials fer a while....
:((((((((
sighs. time to reminisce.
:(

belly love.

special shoutout to BeLLy:::

sweeeeeetie!!!
yes. imu and scully ever so much.
u noe i keep looking at our pics tog. esp during xmas and during our final farewell at Essential Brews at Holland V.
yess and hell i wanna rush home nowwww.
be back in dec. wait fer me alriteys? :)
ilu guys so much.
mwak mwak mwak and want anything here fer xmas?
hahahhahahaha :) ive started to shop alr!!!!!
yay,
hehehehhehehe

huy..... ERGHS

i shant complain any more than i wish i could
abt viets,
they have NO sense of noise level (dB)
and they have absolutely no clue the meaning of 'no'.
or no way
or no thanks.
or any word that implies
NO.
:(
okok. rant.
today is assumption of our lady.
a day of obligation.
gotta go church.
WHEEE
im kinda excited.
its like...
my first obligatory day in melb.
HEEHEE
such cheap thrill.
wadeveeer.
anywayyys
gg with rus
that bugger better rembr its today.
:

anddd i need to shop for interview clothings!!!
its this month i tink
WHEEEEEE
first excuse to shop moree.
lalalalala~
hurhur.
i dont know if its me,
or if its my mind playin tricks on me.
i keep deja-vu-ing and i hate it.
its happening way too often.
and there comes a point when it has to stop.
preventin further disillusionment.
:(
i need retail therapy.
:(((((

aiyahhhhhs

okieokie.
megggggg sorry cant call u..
and sorry i dont hv internet to chat w u;
heeehee.
ohhh and yeahhh gonna study todayyyy
w prince
(if he rembrs)

anywayyyyyys
im gonna b back in spore on 14 dec i tink
results is 12 dec.
andddddddddd trials is in 3 weeks!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeee
:)))))

ohhhkayyyyy/
anddddddd just fer the record..
i HAVE to contemplate setting up stationary businesses here.
like popular.
HURHUR.....
:)
okokie. i have virtually NO pens
anddddddddd NO COLORED PENS
aka i cant doodle like i used to.
URGHHH anddddddddd i need normal THICK foolscap paper.
HAHHAHAHAH

okok.
ok. gonna do some ironing now.
omg. its sooooooooooo much !!!
gottta chilllll once in a while.
im overloading alr/
-.-''
okieokiieeeeeeee.
ciao peeps
mwahhhs werlddddddd. :)

urghhhhhhhs.

URGHS
okayokay.
i just wish men were more decisive
(than women of cus)
and not intake the mind of a 6 yr old,
no- wait.
2yr old*
*correction.
and ohhhhhhhhhhhhmg.
u will NEVER understand why they react as such to any type of situation.
aka.
theyre virtually (AND literally)
going thru Retardation.
OH and mrs hallatsch finallie agreed w my statement
that 'retarded' is a fine word in one's vocab
(but only becus we need it in mathB! :) )
i never thot i'd actuallie say this,
but im startign to love Specialist.
its like WHOA,
now so many tings,
i initially learnt to abhor,
have made so much sense....
mathematically of cus.
and after all this time,
i actuallie perceived aust to be a 'slow' or 'easier' path to uni.
bleahs xP

**i miss linn.
i tink cus as i read her blog,
and see all the pics,
OMG she has nice long hair
i like! :))))
and and and....
she looks ohsohot nowwwww/
i wanna see her!!!
URGHS
f- this shit man.

:S
anyways...
im prolly gg back to spore on 14th dec
I NOE...
its like whatttttttttt
but got no choice.
results and offers r out on 12th dec
andddd i wana wait fer my applications into NSW.
sooooo gotta stay and rot my arse off here. :)))))
heeheeeeeex.

ohhhhh i forgot to add,
thankyew BRYAN TAN!!!
fer loaning my ur Math M. boOK! :D
i lent mine to someone i forgot hu
and now im bookless. YAY to bryan! :)

*as fer belly,
megg,
scully,
josh,
gerk n co.,
churchbabes- vally, sar p. etc.,
B. ky,
sam rox n co.
qibbs!!! :),
evryyyyyyyyyone else from ij, sjchurch, fams.
loveeeeeya all.
heehee. im feeling nausea just tinking of homeeeeee.
*counts down till the day rach gets home.*
-ermmmmm MONTHS???
hehehhe
:(

mofo men.

URGHS.
:(((((((((
i hate men.
stoooooooopid,
incorrigible,
retarded,
f-ed up,
LOSERS.

stop blaming me
and making me suffer
fer YOUR
ineffectuality
OK!

you mofo
YES YOU. im in a fix,
trying to not f- up everything that comes my way
but u MOFO just keep finding reasons to blame me.
finding faults shld be ur occupation.
false accusation should be ur cause.
Public disgrace shld be ur punishment.
and I,
shld be the mlif hu tks it all.
you mofo.

wheeeeeeee!!!~ (WE ARE SINGAPOREANS)

yay.
today is national day.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY
all my fellow sporeans.
tho im far far away,
i'd always rembr my home.

and its been sucha good week.
i hope that idea doesnt change too quick.
:)
i got back alllllll my tests papers.
andddddddd
im mighty satisfied.
actually,
im overly shocked at my physics.
and fer a start,
i love the way it all goes to plan.
fer physics we received our task assignment work.
tat tks up 5% of our final grade.
and i got full!!!!:)))))
my first physics shi*t that ive done well fer.
YAY.
(freaak. i sound deprived.)
anywayyyyys,
to all sporeans,
i tink u'd be glad to noe that i wore our national flower.
V.M.Joaquim (SP??? OPSSSSSIE)
hahahhah on my hair ard sch today.
a special thnks to miss suzanne fer her gift to me! :))))
heeeeheeeeee.
anywayyyys,
i sang like all our national songs and all the languages on the level 5 during line 7 today and i tink all the indos got scared away.
OPS again. :S
hhahaha HEY I TOT I SANG QUITE WELL OK.
LoL.
anyhowwwww,
those unappreciative cows. HMPFS.
HUR.
:) ahhhh. time to do some work.
sooooooo tk cr pple
(even the non-sporeans)
and pray fer my trials. its comeing in 27 days.
and im not prepared at all.
f----------------
oh mannn.

a special shoutout....
to....
my dearestest,
DARLINK MEGG... :)

sweetie.
i cant tell u how much it means to me that ure happy and lively.
back in spore.
and i noe im too far from u,
so i cant lie and say 'im there fer you'
cus my heart is relative
but my body is reality.
and i noe i cant tk away the pains u feel,
the hurt u go thru
every single time u msg me
or call me
or even tink of me,
but i will say this,
over and over again,
and its not a lie:
i love you.
(not relative to distance)
heehee.
and i can pray fer u to hv faith,
strength
and love.
to have the mind to decide fer urself
wad to do and what not to do.
wad to say and wad not to argue back.
when to do things and when to let things fix itself.
i pray you'll know when to trust and when to be in disbelief.
(cus people can say anitink they want and still lie thru their teeth. but ur heart, my dearest, ur heart can tell u no lies.)
and fer all u go thru,
everyday of ur life,
ilu.
im with u. in thots , words and feelings.
:)
loveeeeeeeee. mizzzzzzzzzzz u sweetie.

weeeener!!!~

did it ever occur to you
that a normal average person
can only accomodate up to 2% of his brain capacity in one day
to commit to memory?
RIGHT.
so =, i have a right to complain.
:)
physics was too hard.
maths A test was greatt.
but the new topic,
was like whattttt???
Var , SD and all tat crap.
sometimes i contemplate killing maself
before even attempting to understnad shits
that im prolly never gonna use anyway :)

okok. math b test results tmr.
YAY.
another shit day to die fer.
:
i still cant get over the fact that i lost money.
i noe its miserable of me to be litat,
but i had the PERFECT gift fer a fren in mind
with that money.
f-kerrrrr.

-dont lie- black eye peas.
i like~

fucker

sorry peeps.
i noe i havent blogged in yearrrrs and eons.
budddennn
to look on the brighter side,
its distraction-free!!!
heeheee

to meggs::: darlink
thanks fer calling me.
i miss hearing ur voice.
and i tink u shld talk to rus bout ur probs.
he's a guy and it seems to me
that he's like amos
or wq. so aniwayyyys ilu all my heart (some saved fer ahem**)

welll ....
the only update i can tink of rite now
is....
I LOST 400$ AUSSIE BUCKAROOS.
well so much fer happy updates.
whats the f-ing use of getting back $ i lent
if im only gonna lose it in the end?
WTF rite.
i pray fer an angel to 'drop' the cash off in my room someday.
well heres the main retarded point,
i put the money,
CLEARLY on my dressing table,
u noe.. the white short cabinet shits.
dennnnnnn me kris n michelle talked the nite away in kris room.
so me n mich left our doors open.
OPEN TO THE WERLD OF THIEVES
to steal it.
even a normal FREN wld tink it an ez task to conveniently take the cash. and leave poor me, and alr-broke-enuf me to die .
i hope that thief feels guilty he deprived me of an honest day's treat.

amen

sh*t

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING PEOPLE! :(

i cant complain much.
but just to tell u all...
i dont have internet in my room animore.
thanks to my dumbness. heheheh
so cant update as much as i used to alr.
okie?
soooooo to megg n belly n all..
sorry. shall update you when i do get to use the net here in sch.
alriteS?
love love. :)))))

mwahs werld.
//tinkofme.

**just fer the record, the formal nite/ prom was DA BEST>
well... NTH beats IJ but
it was sweet enuf lahhh.
njoyed maself a lot....:) hehehehhee,
and i wish i can relive it again.
ergggs. trials ina month.
finals in 3.
i need to buck up.
UMAT n ISAT was a disappointment.
but.... faith stil holds i guess.
sooooo....
monash interview soon!!!!
*shivers-
love love!