Sunday, July 24, 2005

sighs*

THIS IS NOT GONNA WORK.

ive been smiling to maself.
tinking bout koby.
(NO. IM NOT in love wit him)
he just mks me smile.
tinkin bout his china-chinese
and fer once,
i kinda tink he's the first china guy who's actuallie hot.
and cute! :))))
lil kobyyy *rants*

hurhur. anwayyyys
i got my gown. did i mention?
its champagne color.
VERY elegant. and u noe wad? its got funny strings.
its like an inverted V neck but i tot it wasnt and i used the trains (the dangling bits) to tie ard my neck. and ended up looking like an arse.
oh welllls *blushes at her dumbieness*
OH WELL...
den ad called to tell me hw to wear it.
HEHEHHEHE :)
u have no idea how dumb i looked ok. it ended up looking like a VERY loose spanish dress instead of a halter looking glam dress.
HAHA. :))))))))

anywayyyy,
the prom stuff all settled. will do hair and all at melb central.
anddddd
i guess all is well now.
nth left to worry abt.
OHHH bsides all the maths A, B, chem test coming this week.
SIGHS*
gg gym laters. and fer now, im going to vic market to find some stuff
the 'inside' stuffs (literally ok)
:) ohhhhk. anywayyy
i was planning to go to 255 but MISSED IT.
f*ck.
overslept after soccer match. and got up at 2.30am
i was so erghhhhh :(((((
i got tix alr somemore.
darn.
anywayyyy
gotta go out shopshopshop now! :)
heeheeee.

megg::: darlinkkkkk. i miss u alot too.
wellssssss. hope to cya soon. lovelove babe. :) mwahhhs

im tired of starting again.
somewhere new :(

Friday, July 22, 2005

today is better than yday.

yipee.
mr sonsie assured my doubts today.
being all sad and moody abt ISAT was washed dry by mr nice sonsie!
my chem teacher. :)
he mks everytink riteeeee. :))))
laaaaaaaav him loads.
thank yew mr sonsie :)

anywayyyys
i got a parcel from ad and dad!
:)))))))) YIPEEEEE
welll wellll
it was my promish dress!
with....
MAKEUP
and chomel jewellery.
u have NO idea how gorgeous everyting just fits into a perfect picture.
the size of the dress fits.
with no ugly extra cloth
or tight strings strangling my fats
:/
wheeeee
shall tk loadsa pics fer them :)

anywayyyys
i kinda have probs wearing it :S
heeeheee *chuckles*
anyhowww,
i gtg mug like mad now!!!
oh yes and gymming was good today.
i tink im getting fitter!
YAY! :)
(silence cough)
hurrrrrrrs.
ayes.
it seems to me that ive become a nerd
PERIOD.
i always end off saying
'gtg study'
or smth like that.
its this familarity with books
i figured.
:)
hehheheh ANWAY
I REALLY GONNA GO STUDY NOW.

lol :D
tk cr werld.
and happy living! :)
(ooooooookayyyy.)

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

:( 1 of da saddest days i'd ever have to go thru.

:(((((((((
today::: officially 1 of da saddest days of my entire life as we speak
1 of da most merciless/ cruel/ bloody day of my life.
(esp since ive came melb.)
:'((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

thank heavens. the god above. :)

im the happiest girl today.
after praying to st anthony
the patron saint of lost articles,
WAHHH
rio,
miraculously,
told me he found a major letter in his place.
and i waslike 'isat????'
OMG and i am allowed to take the exam tmr :)
u have no idea wad this means to me rite nw.
the happiness?
WAHHSEH.
:)))))))))))0
thank heavens.
thank the god above. :)

anywayyyyyyyys
gotta study nw
dennnnnn practice fer isat!
wish me luck tmr
and pray fer me PLS.
isat is to enter monash uni---> my dream wream! :)
i really want this.
need it .
thankkkyewwww.
mwahhhs werld.
life's been goodddddd.

ohoho
i jst saw the Canon Ixus camera
(new!!)
at the showcase at the junction of lonsdale!!! :))))
its maroon on the display.
its like... WHOA.
the best looking and functioning camera ive seeen.
i really really want it too.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*envyyyyyyyy*
anyone wanna buy this baby of urs a lil smth?
heeheeeeeee.
okok fine. or not -rolls eyes-
:) erghhhhh
another ting on my wishlist.
UNFAIR!
:(
i havent had a gift in yrs.
(okok,. so wad if its nt my bday)
HEHHEHEHHEHE
aiyoooos.

:S this is why
we need connections.
I WANT THE CAMERA! :(((((

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

confessioni part I

okok.
so we're alrite now.
everyting MUST return to
its orginal state.
or else...
:( sighs.

anywayyys.
i miss alotta pple.
reading blogs of pple leaving
or returning home.
forces me to tear
:
and im prolly the only one who cant rembr the faces back home.
the faces of my room and my doorway.
faces in my neighbourhood.
ranting.
oh great.

i wanna go home.
wanna run home,
now.
:/ ayyyye.
last nite::: thank yew so much. we've actullie cleared every doubt. and after it all. its still... you. i dunno. im feeling so relieved u dunt tink such of me animore.
but.... its just so weird.
like... we always need this and never had it.
ayes. only you will noe wad i mean.
:(((((((

today::: gymming.
sprained my lil right ankle.
thanks to overstraining and falling
off the treadmill.
i tink the gymnasium
is a highly hazardous place.
unsuitable for amateurs
like maself :)))))

anywayyyys.
im so erghhhhhhhhs today.
FCUKEDUP FCUKWIT ok! :(
i lost my ISAT notification form and am fucked.
i cant get into med sch if i dun hv it
and fcuking hell
the stoopid acer company wont print em another one
or help me out.
niether will goodie-ol miss margaret dawson.
to hell with the 'character a doctor shld possess. definitely not absentmindedness or carelessness' FCUKWIT.
get me the paper!
im desperate
and all i have left to say is.
i pray
with all i got
(and pray fer me tooo!:) )
that i can sit the exam and do it well
my future is lying on the line.
and im hanging frm it.
pleaseeeeeee.
i really really want this.
:( sniffs sniffs.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

ohohoh :)

just returned frm gym
n i just saw smth
i tink u'd find hilarious!
:)
this REALLY cute
n handsome lil boy
pretended he was a dog
and lifted one leg up
near a chair.
(pretending to pee.)
oh man.
and he ended up
REALLY wee-ing.
:) lovely sight.

owww.

my muscles r still cramping up
i aint gonna say why
:(//
anywayyys

yday:::
went to wesley college to watch
the usual friday nite's soccer.
WAHHHH shiokkkk
here r the matches.......

AC scorpions vs Blue brothers

Orange boys vs Grey hounds

Red devils vs Yellow submarines

White Empire vs Green machines

WAHHHS the atmosphere was so tense
esp during the Orange and AC match.
shioookkkk
and guess wad.
wad?
i lost my alr-pathetic voice/
sighhhs**
but i shant complain.
(or whine)
cus i tell u!!!
aiyooo i learnt all sortsa lang
like indo, jap, malay, etc
just to cheer fer the various
nationalities.
how pathetic rite.

Righttttttttttttt.
anywayyyys.
gonna go gyming now. :))))
arent u proud tat im not alr tired out from all the shit i do?
i bet half the werld tinks i'd stop soon.
yOU WISH.
hehehehhehe
anywayyyys

special thanks to...
AD!!!
yesyes. she solved my prob of formal.
and got my dress,
jewellery
new make up (yay! :) )
and etc etc
and even sent it.
hope to get it real soon
thanks fer ur help.
loveeeeee ya.
:)

yes the formal is in 2 weeks exactly.
BUT.... the ISAT and UMAT is ONE wk
FCUKKKK.
if i miss the score and dont get an interview,
den it defeats the purpose of studying in mel
and derefore
i shall nt go out unnecessarily this month
Untill formal of cus! :)
and only to sch n gym.
(of cusssssss! :) )
ANDDDDDDDD
MUG BABY.
mug.
:)

-----done with the joys-----
heres the erghh part of my entry today.
to you:::
sometimes i wish i was les.
and den all my probs of
MEN's ego,
aka pride.
men's annoying habits
(i never cld undastand)
and just sometimes
i wish i never met you.
cus uve only brot me
so much headaches.
and i finally realise when i started pms-ing
i dunno why
but its been few days
since i last heard frm u.
why?
ohhhh. why?
cus ure a guy.
and u dunt givashit bout anione
to anione
but urself.
ur pride lets u in when ure fren walks past
(unintentionalllyyyy OF CUS.)
and ur ego inflates when a girl compliments u
u let the werld WAIT like a b*tch fer u
and u tink that they shld.
but they dont have to.
and I WONT.
not animore.
(not like i havent)
but i guess we've come to this point
where i dont need u
enuf to promise tat
i will wait ard u
like a desperate,
unintelligent,
TANGIBLE
girl.
and be ready to wait on you somemore.
figures.

Friday, July 15, 2005

fffffffffffffcuk.

i shall officially declare
that the worst pain to get
is MUSCLE PULLS.

:(
NO. trust me.
omg. i cried maself outta bed
thanks to my numbed
and inactive WHOLE BOD
that i needed 3 pple
(nice ones! )
to get me outta bed.
and btw.
NO EXAGGERATION INTENDED.
-pouts
i really cried.
like a total b*tch okkk.
erghhhhs and it only started hurting
LAST NITE
even tho i;'ve been doing the same
routine fer a week or 2.
ERGHHHS>
f*Ckkkkkkkkin' hell.

:((((((((((

anyways
the next update will clear my troubles
and relieve my pain.
ALMOST instantaneously.
(but it wont be fer long.:( )
actualllllllllie...
i'll keep this news as mah lil' secret.
mayb only megg n all will noe :)
welllsssssssssssssssss
IAM THE LUCKIEST GIRL AS OF TODAY.
mayb yday...
after hearing the news.
gonna rush to church to pray fer EVERYTHING.
leave aside gifts
and thoughts
and expressions.
leave behind presents
wishes
and hope.
just imagine the elation im in.
im overjoyed
and its still happening to me :)
OH GOD.this isnt a dream after all.
:))))))))))))))))))))

-licks lips.
betcha all dying to noe eh??
HEHEHHEHE.
wellllllll.
GO FIGURE SWEETIE X)

Thursday, July 14, 2005

WAHHHS. :))))

nice movie.
*satisfied-
Remember The Titans
:)
i noe its old
but whoaaaa
i actuallie watched it thru
and found maself
tearing at the self-actualisation
of MEN today.
:(
--------------------------------------
okok//
enuf awareness-rising
politically corrected mentally
and all that.

its 9.30am
wed.
and wtf m i doing using the com at home?
THANKS TO RUSDI YUSIADI.
erghhhhs.
:(((((((
he missed the alarm.
and also
missed our breakfast appointment.
how disappointing MR.
grrrrrrs *punch*

getting our exam results n
the main pt is...
the comments
not looking forward to it OK!
:( but wads new.
postexam atmosphere lets teachers
have a biased view on the academic
excellence of every student
and henceforth
gives unjustly comments
that wont count much to us,
but to our parents....?
:S
*pleads-
no wayyy.
i tink rus is here actaullie.
SHYT! :(
shdve known.
i juts self-publicated my insensitivity
to MEN
and also
my ignorance and BLINDNESS
to have missed a guy standing there
all morning.
:) heeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
sorrayyyyyeee okkkk
gtg peeps!

*strides calmly
and arrogantly outta the room-

sorrayess :((((

i tink ..
i mean I KNOW
i owe 3 pple my apologies.
and tho they prolly dont read dis,
i just hope they know
im right here.
just waiting :(((

to Amanda Shuen:::
sorry.
fer being so pms-ie this week.
or mayb since perth.
im sorry the trip wasnt excellent
but the company was memorable.
and i really wish i cld retell u
how i graded it.
mizunderstood.
again.
:(((
mandyyyyy.
sorry.
i noe we've been having dis coldish war
since den.
and i cant go to class with that 2 seat gap
btwn us in chem
and even when we hv lunch tog
or watch dvds tog,
its different.
we treat each other differently.
NOT a nice way tho :(
and theres this false pretense when we meet
i know you dont mean to
but you do show it
the way you tink i am too.
:(

to Bugil aka jeffreyyyy:::
sorryyyy.
cus of rus i yelled at you
aCcIdEnt lahhh bugilllllllllll.
:) bugil me love bugil youuu ok?
i tink i was too harsh on ya
and all you did was stand by me.
urghhs.
:) thanks so much. iluuuuu mwahhhs
alot. :)))))

to rus:::
wtf. actuallie u owe me ONE!
BUT hu cares...
i guess cus of u i ended up in fights with 2
of my bestiest fwens ard.
and thank god we're alrite
or i'll hunt u down.
but i just tot tat mayb,
JUST mayb,
u wld consider how long i wait
like a *toot*
tho its fcukin' cold here
JUST to hv a lil breakfast w u.
and thank yew fer noticing
how cold it can get
without seeing me standing RIGHT there
and not move an inch
so i wont miss you.
:S guess we never quite get it.
dont we.

- is it me?
or just MEN.

im quite positive im gaining wgt still
urghhs
anywayyyys.
gymming today was alrite.
im gonna head to the baths nowwww
:))) heehee.
and oh yeahhh.
girls,
dun even think bout waiting in da cold
fer ur bfs or whuever
(except if u realllllllllly love him)
and still!!!
it'll freeze ur feet
and ur tummy will contract so much
u have no appetite fer the next day
and u'll fall ill with a deadly cold
-MENstress. :)
hahahs

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

gyming sucks

hit the gym today
babeeeeehhh.

not in der mood
to actuallie blog
butttt wadeverr.
:S

my agenda :::
-study (sch)
-gym
-study (home)
-sleep

FUN EHHHS?
dont lie to me plssss.

:((((

wahhhhh
OK jeff (da hunk)
drew me up this urggh plan
okok
i cant admit its GONNA mk me fit
but ELLO>>>>!>!>!
-looks arddddd-
wad u expect me to get?
8 pac?
bulging,
pertruding,
overflowing
MUSCLES?

oh pls.
u know me better than that.
i'd rather
-pig out
-sleep more
-STUDY more
(not lk its not alr enuf :S )
-EVERYTHINK ELSE

den get my arse up 5.30am
in da MORNING
to build on those abs
:) thank yew very much.
im getting quite used to the fats
evolating outta my bod
right about NOW. :)

tmr is week 2!
which meannnns....
*drumrolls*
NO CLAss!!
only mentor i tink.
YAY.
gym-ing all da way fer me
then!

love yer mah werld.
:)

Monday, July 11, 2005

hold you down.

im addicted to
JLO n fat joe's
HOLD YOU DOWN.
:))))))))))))

todays to-do list (alr shall i say, ALR DONE list :) )
-church!! :)
-gym with trainer JEFF (hunk hunk*)
-JB HI FI
-dinner with You.

:)
yayyy.
done most of it. wahhhs
i bot a dvd player (FINALLY)
erghhhs
and tog with a
6speaker surroundsound
AND also...
a 80W passive Subwoofer
yayyyy :)
now i can watch dvds with
the vrooooooom vroooooooom
effect :)

im on the edge of reason.
tinking bout all the
possibilities i missed with you.
and as i ran,
my legs took me to places
where only Me n You wld go.
yes.
and to this,
i sighed. *sighs*
fer i learnt a more impt lesson.
wads the use. :(
you still wont love me anyway.
and i stood still
on the treadmill.
how long have i been running?
an hr too many.
:S

have i really been running
towards you
fer this long?

ive gone back to mugging.
tmr is sch
hu's looking forward to it???
ME.
cus it sucks being lonely
i'd rather mug my whole life
and GET SOMEWHERE
rather than sit ard here
just waiting ard fer someone
who wldnt even see me.
someone like...
y-o-u***

Sunday, July 10, 2005

wahhh

okok
so sandra DID catch me
hseing guests
after all.
*SIGHS.
BEEEG SIGH.
:(

no one wanted it this way
no one told me it wasnt gonna be alrite.
and after all this is done
no one told me to let go.

watched fantasic 4 movie yday
wahhhhh SHIOK!!!!
i like the action packness'

but i tink jessica alba
has some 'fake actions'
:S but overall was nice lah.
worth watching once.
i itnkkkk :)

anywayyyys
i cleaned my entire room
till like 2-4am last nite.
WAHHHH can die.
moving room to shamita's room.
:) cant waitttt man., hehehehhe

today.
was fulfilling.
tho i missed the Power Bar class
cus of the late nite,
but still got my arse up
to go gymmmm!
*screams ard the house*
I AM GONNA GET FIT
(fer once. if it even helps at all)
:S
no more spilling cellulite
or
fold mountains.
no more flabby thighs
or
wobbling arms.
:)
feels sooooooo goooood

BUTTTTTT.
too bad!!!
im prolly nv gg bck to the FatBurner Class.
CAN DIE OK!
i swear.
it had steps, pilates etcetc ALL IN ONE.
and no break.
SURE burnt all fats.
including my bones too! :(

wells....
enuf whining fer the day.
:) gonna tk a break,
a warm fussy wussy shower
and when im done...
:DDDDDDDDD
YUMMYLICIOUS DINNER
with the wholeeeee gang
(fwennies reunion din!! :) )

-mich
-kris
-christina
-etcetc
allllllll came back frm hk,
spore,
etcetc yday.
YAYYYYYYY

God must have been kind.
thank yew.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

wed n thurs

i hate whome.
they disabled my internet
cus they claim i din pay my net bill
and when i showed i did...
MAN.
the look on the technician face
mite hv blown anyone into luffter!
:D
SHIT ARSE-CRACK.
try to bully me huh! :P

:)
wellss....
i just got my internet back
thank heavens
i never knew living without
efficient technology wld kill
:S

to qibingggg!! (if u even read this...:( )
thanks fer the chitchat!!! :)
u hv no idea man,
i mis u n cand n linn so erghhh much
and YESSSSS
i'll be back soon...
ermmmmm dec/jan??
hehehhehe but still...
u noe ilu rite... :)
i do. mwahhhhs
tk cr and work hard!
have faith dearie! :)

wahhhhs
i feel so happy fer no reason....
:S
hehehehe mayb cus hols r ending.
and i wont have to slog my life
thinkin of wad better to do with my life
other than stoning,
and ...
stoning,....
and....
sleeping and eating.
blahs.
:) thank heavens fer the time i had to relax.
but seriously,
2 weeks is sufficient to blow mah mind!
and fer onceeeeeeee
NO MORE R-rated movies
that contaminate my mind
even by the slightest,
most insignificant switching of a channel.
my mind is at ease :)))))
heheehheeheheoh yeahhs. and here is yday's entry.
enjoy :) *lickks

WEDNESDAY

OMG!
Jst watched a very sadistic show.
HOUSE -channel 10
WAHHH
Sick and EEW
Okkk.
L *pukes-
Wtf k.
First,
A teen has sex and had an orgasm
He started coughing
*cough cough-
Den he had rash.
Den he went hospital
And nw,
He’s almost dying.
OKKKAY.
(from sex btw. Burghs)


Den the next case,
Is a guy
Hu got an IPOD
(NOT ipod mini btw)
Stuck up his arse.
NONO.
I mean literally.
HOW SADISTIC rite??
EWWWwwwww.


Anyway,
The scene was funny.
:D


Doc: ive been a doc fer 20 yrs
And you havent sat on the chair
Fer the past half an hr.
You cant surprise me.
Boy: Ive got an ipod.
Doc: as in… IPOD??
So….. Isit cus of the size?
Wad.. The shape??
Oh or is it cus of the blasting vibrant
sound system?


HEHHEHE.
Ok im not being a meanie or some
Kickers sadist,
But WTH???
Cant the director come up with stuffs
Like ….
Utensils….
Or….
I dunno!!! Wadever u can stick up ur arse
(OPS. Dun mean ta sound rude but…)


Why an ipod?
Now im gonna listen to my ipod,
Thinking of something else.
URGHHS.
And why die of sex?
Why not… like….
Of overdose of some stuffs
Or weed.
Heheheh.
Ohman.
This is the ONE reason
I DO NOT fancy aust tv shows.
Its utterly sadistic.
And not to mention,
OVERLY uncensored.


Fer once,
(I shld say)
PLS censor the shows pple!
Burghs.
Hurhurrrrrr.


OMG im yakking none stop.
And I dunt reallie noe wad im saying.
But.. OH OH OH!
Results are out fer September MUFY ppl!!
I am so proud of mah babies!!!
WHEEEEE


CONGRATS to….
-Thomas (spore): law Monash
- Henny (indo): psychology Monash
- AKIRA (espppp you Jap): business Monash
- eugiene (hongkie): MM MELB UNI!!!
Etc etc. all of u did ur best.


U did well. No worries now?
NAHHHS. Not till the uni exams.
Den u reallie gotta panic.
Hehehhehe
So PROUD OF YOU GUYS U NOE THAT???
Keep in contact alrite?
Love love!!! J
Tk cr pple.


Moving on in our lives
But our hands hold on tight
To each other.
This way.
TOGETHER.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

:(((((((

*when you come back ard
after painting the town
you'll see
im almost over you*

I HATE MELB'S TAILORS

i hate tailors.
NO NOT TAYLORS.
T-a-i-l-o-r-s
(sp? HEHEHHE)

they cant even alter a simple
wonderful dress
ERGHHH just cus the size dunt fit!!!
they r so ERGHH
nv even try.
im disappointed.
melb tailors...
*SIGHS*

heehee.
wth. :S

heard linn is back in spore
F*CKKKK
erghhh why din i choose
to go backkkk
ERGHHS
my ego is erghhh :S

:(
i need a dressssssss
EGHHH
fer prom.
and the one i got fr my mum
cant fit.
sighs. melb has no nice dresses i swear
i can screamm my lungs out man
urghhhs

jsut talked to fina..
WAHHH so happy shes back with marc
hope shes happy! :)
i miss alotta pple.
even michelle
kris
etc etc

empty hallways
and empty rooms.
i cover up fer all im not seeing
im ashamed fer all im nt feeling.
:/ *pouts*

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

KIMMMMM. smile please.

ive met someone i can really relate to.
no wait...
not MET.
just virtuallie:)
and shes none other than KIM.
from Kuching.
aka tansil's gf.
( or so it lasts)
aka rus's cuzzie's gf.
aka a wonderfullllll girl.

heres an entry going out justtttt
fer you babeeeee.
:))))
-----------------------------------

sometimes we look at the werld a different way.
not a wrong way.
just differently.
:)
and just THAT sometime,
we see only the flaws of others.
and neglect the true wellbeing
in simply BEING.
:/
and just THAT sometime,
we fail to realise the significance of
one in our lives
till we lose them completely.
not to sin
or condemnation.
but thru the lack of (much appallingly)
faith.
TRUE f.a.i.t.h.
that walks us thru
each day,
knowing that it may just be
the best day of our lives.
:]
and just because we misunderstand
the need for companionship,
as a daily basis need,
NOT a substitute for emotional congession
doesnt mean we never get
to love one
WHOLLY
again,

without the mental block
that it might just end like the
previous one did.

with time,
you will see, dear,
that it is because of our immaturity
and ignorance
that leads to our self-actualisation
that one only feels in need of another
when in doubt
or dejection
or even pure boredom.
:(

KIM...
dont let the werld ard you
influence the way you tink.
ure just as beautiful
as anyone can compare.
but the harm you let yourself take
will irreparably take away
the beauty of your mind.
and snatch away
the purest of your heart.
:)
ilu girl.
mwahhhs

Monday, July 04, 2005

church day once agn.

WHEEEEE.
today is church day
do u realise that im owaez
so excited bout church?
hehee or mass at least.

firstly,
NOooo im not cut out to b a nun.
(dont u worry)
heehee.
and
secondly,
i DO go to church to pray ok!!
(if ure wandering...)

hheheheh.
yeahhs.
nahs. cus
nicky n all keep asking if i go church
at all.
n like d---uuh~
dunt mk me sound like some devil plsss
:)))))
*angelic_smileee*

wheeeeee
im in a better mood today.
cus i talked to alot of lovely
pple yday...
:)))))
meaghan see my darlinkkkk
marilyn khng my meimei!!
rus my princeeee!
ky myyyyy bungbo!!! :)

and many more.
da main pt is....
i need u guys.
always.
love ya lotsa.
mwahhhhs

Sunday, July 03, 2005

omg.

OMG.
i lost smth!!!!
:( urghhs.
cant find it back.
NVM....
NO COMMENTS.

sighS*

im hving so much doubts bout this.
NO NOT A R/SHIP pple.
hehehe.
its more of ...
NVM.
urghhs this private blog doesnt seem so
private animore ehs?
SH*TTTTTTTTTTT.

all i feel nw.
is...
FEAR.
im scared. i noe i shldnt be,
but this shit is SERIOUS shit.
:
ERGHS.
oggay.
i better get off this blog.
b4 i blurt out all this nonsence.
and btw,
im NOT ranting.
or wadeva u perceive me to be doing.
:)
im jst.....
ERGHS>

bye.

Friday, July 01, 2005

perth holiday :(

oggay.
im here to rant about perth.
NO its not an ideal place.
but sometimes
its romantic,
like the kings park
OMG........
the stars filled the nite.
buttttt
the mosquis r filled w blood too.
my blood.
:(

S. Beach was PERFECT.
\hunks ard the waves
\waves washing over the rocks
\a lighthouse that doesnt operate.
WONDERFUL scenery.
:)

ohohoh.
tiffies hse was gorgeous.
oriental- says it all.
:)))))))
i miss u babe.
always on mie mind dearesttttttttttttt.
/MWAHHHHS.

n some pics.
alot actuallie.
i cldnt resist taking snapshots
of amanda, tifffie, tamlyn her sis, n I!!!
:))))))))

but overall.....
glad im home.
once agn.

sometimes i tink dis is over.

im BACK.
from boring ol' perth.
with nothing.
or anitink to begin with.
hurhur

andddddd there was loadsa tension
BAD ONES.
not my ideal hol.
anywayyyyyy
gladim home.
but gotta meet upwith some frens nw.
sooooooo......
i'll update on perth when im back!!
heehee.

as fer now.
gotta find a dress and all.
:(
so darnnn boring.
i miss u meg, vally, belly, tiffie ETC.
thanks fer tagging.
will rply asap oggay?
heehee. LOVE!