im coming home.

i am leaving this hole in about.... 7 hours.
to return home to spore
to see my nana.

weeped a whole bucket of regret,
and came to realise today when i woke up,
that,
i dont have anything to regret.

when i was in spore,
i gave her my all
or at least i tried to.
i brought her roti prata when she wanted it
and i wrote her letters every month.
and no one has to anything to blame.

i thank God every second now,
that i actually sent off the last letter to her a week before this.
and she wouldve gotten my letter at least.

i was lazy and cbf to send it out but i thot,
it really isnt that hard,
so i did,
and now im really thanking God for that.

at least she knws,
that i love her
and that i rembr her.
and though i couldnt see her before she left,
she knows i gave her what time of mine that i could.

and so,
nana,
i love you and i miss you already.
youre in a much better place (trust me... i shld know)
and one fine day,
i'll be seeing you.