someone else.

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it.
When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy ...
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

i got this off a msg frm SCULLYYYYY on facebook. and tho its forwarded,
its sweet.
I SWEAR SCULLY, all the bold stuff are stuff that actually APPLY to me. OH MANNN. u wouldnt believe it.

a good news amidst all this MESS of a life im living.

KEITHBOY IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

omg. i tell u. that boy of mine is the sweetest thing.
overworked for a full 9 days till his superior had to force him OUT of the camp.
he got so engaged in finding that *toot* that he really had a bad burn out.
): my poor poor baby.

*sniffs.

buttt that jst means.... RELOAD THE COUNTDOWN TOOOO..... 10 more days!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
you knw, prayers DO come true.
and no matter how much we think im never gonna get what i ask for cos ive sinned a lot
or anything along those lines,
You'll be amazed how lucky you are to have God listen to you no matter what you've done or didnt do.

IM SOOO LUCKY.

yayyyyyyyyyyyy. to all who prayed for me like flor and all that,
I LOVE YOU GUYS (: hehehehe.

oh yes and im saving up for June. yesss i hv to illegally sneak home. ha.
ohwell. worth the money and effort, esp cos i get to see my SDexclusives!!
steffie babe, xinyieee darl, linn one & only, karl my bunghunt (:
i cant even start to tell u how awfully glad i get to see ALL of them tog in june.
we missed out in dec. stef didnt come back, linn stayed for 2 days only. and i met xinyiee tooo late! ):

thats all gonna change now i tell ya!! (: (: (:

ohhh to sum up last night THO.
stevie the tv came over at like... NIGHT basically...
he got me a very late bday gift.
anyhoots,
he kinda intentionally stayed till really late so that the trams all stop working.
anddddd thus, had to stay over at mine's since monday is a public hol (Labour day for Victoria and ACT and NZ)
WELLLLL,
to summarise,
he got too close for comfort
and we had a bit of a struggle.
i swear i was cryin inside.

a lot of things i wish i didnt let happen.
but it did anyway so i jst wanna say it out loud publically-
STEVIE you'll regret this.
im a biggg mistake.
its funny hw you watch me with Jameshottie,
then now with Keiboy
and you STILL insist on stayin ard.
im sorry
im not gonna be the old me and let stupid things happen at stupid times and regret it later on.
im done with my whole guilt trip thing i inflict onto myself jst cos of everything that has happened.
soooo, im done with you too.
pls fall in love with someone else.