im not...

ok today is slack.
slack but good.

last night stevie the tv and jameshottie didnt end up coming up my place aft russell peters cos i was tired. AS USUAL.
actually not tired. annoyed. pissed. demanding.
all those emotions you feel when a thousand SOCs and NSmen cant find that one, homeless, pennyless guy in small, small spore.
and all those emotions when ONE PERSON commented on hw useless SOCs and NSmen are.
ONE PERSON in aussie, totally ignorant of the current situation, commented so loosely.
which made me mad
but i kept it welled up inside. to avoid confrontation :S

ohwells. lifes jst that biaaaatch.

oh yes!
anddd managed to change the ticket dates, but cant refund it or use it under my name to go back sg.
so its either... he comes in 1) march, 2) June, 3)dec. orrrr. LOSE 1300bucks.
go figure/ hahha

ohyeshhhh.
andddd im mellow now. better than angry and demanding with God in my prayers.
its kinda funny smtimes u knw.
when i expect so mcuh
and smtimes i feel like im talking to myself and no ones listening
but yet i still believe.

in His time,
i say.
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so to all with well wishes and what not,
thanks.
keiboy and karlboy will be jst fine.
the love said i may look small and weak, but trust me, im not...
(:
yeahhhhhhhhh babyyyyyy. (:

oh yeah. and NOW i have a surg on at operation theatre 8
im still blogging and not even changed in my surg gown or whatever it is.
IM SCREWED! gotta run.

loveeeee werld.