ohgod.

yes, Oh my god.
pls help me now.

im in the cabrini lib and i really shdnt waste time bloggin.
but i jst received news frm my mummy dearest.
of a tmj-related illness that requires a lot of energy, effort, money and time to figure out.
in fact, its so rare that there barely is a cause.
spore being the only option if she wants treatment-
a treatment she can barely afford.

im gonna start work soon.
so i can pay for her.
dont ask.
jst pray fer her pls.

and i cant believ that at such a life-stealing moment in my life,
and im right beside the one person who i stood by in HIS life-stealing moment,
and yet im still all alone.
and i can bearly breathe.

and i realise,
maybe thats why we're apart.
and i wasted all my time on you.