awkward drunkness again?

oh god. another night of shitdrunkness.
i swear im gonna kill someone. with my eyes.
haha.
no really. like LITERALLY kill.

went to Lucky Coq last night. on chapel cnr high st.
let me jst say, its not pronounced as "coke" or however elegant you wanna sound,
its jst that- COCK.
(i figured frm public humiliation of tryin to be as glam as glam can account)
hahs.
anyhoots-
i ended up pisseddddddddd. and dilini and i walked home from there. WALKED HOME.
without shoes on, clearly.
my feet were killin me. blisters and a limp. wow.

anywayyyy i danced, sillyly,
played pool. lost.
played space invader w steve! won. (: hah
and then i made a total arse of myself, spending 50bucks on alcohol.
ok and those still ignorant- aussieland has the cheapest booze.
But no, i spent 50 bucks on alcohol. so divide that by 3.30bucks a pot.
andddd u get my alcohol tolerance level. ha.

anywayyyys i further shamed myself by waiting ard fer sam to come back frm the toilet jst to say bye.
and not be rude.
we've both been rude lately. honestly!
and all i get was a "ok bye"
yeapppp. bitch.
hahah sorry mind my french. im a lil hangovered on a freaking wednesday mornign ok.
leave me alone! (:

anyyyhooooots,
dil n i talked lots and i guess i feel so bad fr her.
GIVE HIM UP dil.
no really. i dont knw how to say it to you when we're face to face cos you convince me youre over it.
but i see you both, objectively,
and its... jst odd to hold onto something thats not going anywhere.

to distract!

i want lotsa babies. i knw i said 8.
but now its kindaaaaa getting hard to imagine only 8.
sooo....
hahahha.
jst a random thot i msged to keiboy last night.
funny as!
i cant believe the extent of my randomness when i drunkdial. oh god. im stupid.
haha.
cant wait to see the baby!
(:

BABY COME NOW! ilu too.