to S.

yes this is a shoutout to someone, S.
i dont think u'd even ever read this,
but i jst wanna say sorry.

i dont knw what brought us to this state of awkwardness
or silent treatment.
i mean,
everytime we meet outsida cabrini we're fine.
you joke and all,
and we're fine.
and now
we're not.
i dont knw why but im gonna say im truly sorry.

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stef: did u send the wallet alR??? (:(: love u babe. sorry for everything ): mwahhhh*

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life- i swear its some sorta sadistic way to make you sad when the werld turns a shade of happiness.
well i gues thats why its a bitch.
but still,
i cant complain-
i am in a very compromised and yet weirdly-fortunate situation.
and im happy already.