-=love me=-

yay yay.
last night ~11pm-4.45am: the singapore river park.
(:

watttttttever its called.
we walked for HOURS lah. hahaha
(of cos with random sitdown-lets-not-get-up moments. heh)
ohyes
and Coffee Club chillin' w a dose of Harry's. SHIT. i hate harrys.
its where depressed ppl go for their last drink, hoping to redeem their shitlife,
but end up ending it the moment they step out.
HAHA. not being kuazhang, reallyyyyyyyyy la!

anyhoooows,
My official romantic place in sg is that park.
except for the stares frm this old ahpek who looks like a stalker
and random emo ppl sitting on the edge of the bridge-y thingo.
(:(:(:(:(:

i like last night. i'll rembr the LAMENESS and DRAMA-MAMA times.
i'll memorize the look on your face when i did smth stupid
like FALL OVER A PIECE OF AIR (*&!#^$^%$^#@
or do smth really lame.
or tell a med joke that only I LAUGH AT. yes yes pardon me.
or even jst SIT THERE and watch you.
or when i sa jiao jst a weeeeee bit.

im leavin for melb in....10 days.
i wont lie that im sad cos' i have been dying to leave this oven for over 2 mths now.
and the excitement of being a better med student is incomprehensible.
i wish to quickly finish med up and do surgery (if i can)
and mayb i can come home, finally, proooooooud and worthy.
but i knw,
i will MISS this place ever so much.
and certain ppl who drive me crazeeeeeeee jst tinkin of them.
i swear i cld hit the roof jst missing ppl.

and so this early vday note cum leavin msg is fer you:::
i've dreamt you into life.
and everyday i feel fresh and loved.
maybe it was selfish to expect everyone else to give us up jst for each other.
and im sorry she n him have to suffer that way.
but i dont regret doing so,
cos' its been a while since ive really lovedddddddd
or even wanted to.
and for everything you are to me
thankyew sweeeeeetheart.
(: ilu* my oochie koochie honey bunny.
wahhahaha. (: misses and kisses.