stuck on two.

fall on me,
tell me everything you want me to be.
forever its you,
forever in me.
forever the same.

oh god.
seriously-
tell me every single f*ckin thing you want me to be.
im over trying NOT to care that you care.
and it shits me (LITERALLY SHITS ME)
that i have to cater to BOTH of you. at the bloody same time.
and its offensive to me that you (v),
think that we're tog when technically, we have NTH tog.
we ARE NTH tog.
you dont even want to acknowledge me.
how can you claim me yours NOW?!??

and you D,
you cling like im gonna DIE tmr or smth.
you knw,
i like that alot (no shit. i really do)
but i think you misunderstood me when i said "NOT YET".
oh wells..
cant say shit,
I got myself into this shit.
and i dont understand how im ever gonna get out of it.

im oVER THIS SHIT!
im back to the assignment.
i REALLY need to get it done.
roar!