ooops i did it again.

uni was alrite.
I STUDIED the bloody upper limbs for ONCE
and not drag it on till next week.
heh (:

but as usual,
somethin just HAS TO go wrong.
met dmitri for lunch.
did a wee bit of catchin up (tho we clearly meet every other day. haha)
then...
went to the lib to study,
and guess what?!
lil ol' sweeeeeeeet D. decided to acc me to study.
awwwwwwwwww.
yes. awww indeed.
we actually STUDIED.
with no distractions.

besides the fact that i bit me tongue twice
and lip once.
and my wholeeeee mouth is literally bleeding now.
*sighs*
anywayyyy,
my convo w D. was awkward
cos' JUST as i msged vik on how much i was thinkin of him,
D. askd me out.
(i mean out out. not just out)
haha.
anywayssssssss,
i fret. and with my usual cool tone,
changed the topic ever so conveniently.

soooo heres a shoutout to vik:::
sweets.
ilu* and imu* the whole of today.
even with you sitting right in fronta me.
i still want you to be mine.
and no one else's.
then came D.
and he really showed me what its like to play,
to feel (not in a perv way thank you),
to just have fun.
(whether or not youre w someone you feel for).
vik- we dont have that kinda fun anymore.
i dont even get a 'goodnight' each day before i slp.
we barely talk face to face without the influence of alcohol.
name me one time we actually HAD a real date tog.
-n.e.v.e.r.
and you try to be someone youre not so i'd keep waiting.
but altho i knw i said i'll wait (and i really am btw)
you cant keep taking your time.
i think of D. cos he makes me smile.
and with you, i tink i havent smiled in a long time.
this is not what a rship shld be like.
we shld be PROUD of each other (n by that, i mean ACKNOWLEDGE me).
ilu* but theres really nth that will keep us going for a day.

and yet another one for D.:::
D!D!D! (: teeheee.
we had an awesomeeee day today. didnt we?
even without a word,
you made my day a better one (:
ohhhh yes. and despite your defences,
you're still my guji guji lil kid.
(: ohhh yes.
and thank you for the offer.
ilikeyou. but you knw i got other commitments yeahhh.
till then, you'l be first on my list. wahhaha.
(: and as for drivin you home today-
it'll be pleasure to walk beside you for the rest of the time.