curkggggg.

YAY YAY YAY.
spring break is here.
only for a week, *Sigh* but i shant complain.
others have assignment over the week.
med is lucky.
(be glad meddies).

im home. at like 2 pm.
curkg.
no work anymore.
assignment in! (: (: (:
D's getting a new car for his mom. with his mom. tsk.
and vik's LOST.
dont knw when we're gonna go out. SIGHHH
( i dont even want to contemplate what im gonna tell him)
Mark's with Yani.
Dil's with .... dont knw. mayb tim. mayb alex. (identity unknown)
hurr.
so tadaaa.
rach the butterfly is ALONE at home.
once again.

actually,
it feels kinda good to be alone. for once in this week.
some alone time to reminisce about how i fucked up the week
and fucked us up.
and basically jst screwed the turn of my life over.
): no more brownies.
no more...
no more........

TSKKKKKKKk
im SD. hahahha soo much more since yday
thanks to D.
erghhhh poutttttt.
turns things up to put it down. ):

the week ahead. PLANNED!
tsktsk.
friday
-movie with vik (assuming he turns up)
saturday
- TORQUAY baby! (:
-pick sarahjie up frm the airport.
-go dine with her.
sunday
-church
-shopping at chaddy!! tsk tsk.
ETC
monday
-Royal Melb show. YAYYYY fuck yeah!!
-shopp??
tuesday-friday
-basically shopp + Crown + Knox or smth. (:
ideas anyone??
mayb even torquay!! (:

she's leaving on sunday.
ohh yesss.
and to storm up the week of hols,
im gonna STUDY.
yeahh u heard me. stuuuuh-diiiiii. (:

keh.
today stinks.
its starting to rain.
and BLOODY VIK has my nice, one n only, reddish umbrella.
tskkkk.
andd im stuck home.
MAY I ADD- alone,
with nooo sign of habitation.

uhhh..
to all who had (or effectively WILL have) an actual holiday vacation-thingy,
hope you guys have a smashing time.
and dont get TOO smashed (for those who chose the darkside- aka alcohol)
grab a bunch of bindys and shake.
but take care of yourselves!
(i dont mean to sound like a dr or anything like that)

been reading linn n stef's blog.
wahhhh. meh! you guys seem to have the TIME of your life jst hanging ard london.
im jealous.
and disgusted with my lifestyle down under (in this lil hole they call melbourne)
curkggg.

*i gotta stop saying that.
urgggh.
im sucha sad case.
listen to mary j blige's No More Drama.
mayb for a change, life wouldnt be about drama, no more.
S:

no more pain.
no more drama in my life.
no one gonna make me hurt again.