lifes been a-mess.

yes. its has been.
nth is going right.

well..
the only smile ive produced today happened upon seeing rio loveeeee for the first time since i got back to melbourne.
yes, thts a hell long time to be away frm someone so pure at heart,
so pure in our friendship.
so pure in our conversations.
just so, so pure.
i miss you so much my loveeeeeee rio. (:

its been a plain monday.
leaving me lost and totally constipated in my attitude towards theme 3.
woke this monday morning with the biggest smile.
and the brightest mindset that NOT all mondays suck.
and guess what.
theme 3 lectures had to burst my frail bubble today.
fuckwit.

i know med is basically abt the biochem aspects.
and its the only thing docs really need to focus on.
and honestly, ive come to accept that.
but i will not stand to let my education be vulnerable to a fugly french arse whose accent is clearly undefined.
and i will not allow myself to get tortured by her relentless teaching techniques.
300 students in ONE hall is hard enough.
but she rubs it all in.
gone is my monday morning.
and the rest of the week along with it.

so now i gotta rush off to do my own research on farkin cells and all that fark.
pisssss me offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.
roar.
someone kill me before i do it myself.
that erghhhhhhhhhhhh feeling just gushing thru my blood.
i really think im breakin down.

*sorry joshua.
you're just not the one.