if only you could see these tears.

i dont know whats coming over me.
i just wept seeing how much she meant to you.
i dont know what exactly is going on,
and i definitely,
definitely,
not prepared to hear what you have to say about it.

baby don't you break my heart slow.

erghs.
today is the first day of orientation.
got so many pics to post! but im lazyyy.
its so much more fun than sg.
FOR SURE.
(:
its got booze everywhere.
and they were selling Metro nightclub tix.
and monash ppl get 2 free boozeeee there. hahahaha.
but im in total no mood to go.
so i backed out.
and f*ck that anyway.
im no big shit to be there anyway.
made no diff.

oh and besides the fact that we walked literally 10 km today,
im glad im in the comfort of MY own home.
walking is clearly not my favourite sport. (:
tmr is medfest.
PLEASE make it quick and dandy.
wanna get over with it.
and get home.
hide in my corner and get thru another day.
another day i really wish i dint have to go thru.
without y.o.u.

ive been questioning myself.
over and over again.
.....
how IS a girl supposed to be treated?
well. obviously, im NOT getting it right.

made alotta frens today.
even got a henna!
(:
made the coolest frens!
- Alfred frm Samoa (sp?) in the pacifics.
- Ken frm MONASH GREEN.
yes . another neighbour to hang out with and NOTdwell in self-isolation.
but i still want YOU!
now i know why some ppl choose temporary companionship over a greater good.
PLEASE reassure me, im stil sane.

i wanna go back to sg.
i wanna see YOU.
sarah called to say she's coming over.
GOD please send me my sister.
i need her right now.