shoooots!!

fri-saturday...
pat, elliot, josh and I had our usual friday night gatherings at my place.
(once again (: )
and it was fun.
tho plain and simple,
it was a bonding session.
like the usuals.
(:
watched a hell lotta dvds and mtvs and COMEDIES.
Jimmy F is f*cking hilarious lahhh.
wahhahaha.
we chilled and cooked a scrumptiousss dinner.
i think im OFFICIALLY a professional chef.
been cooking for the past month already
and it hasnt burnt or charred badly or anything tragic.
(:

they stayed ova
and we planned (LIKE EVERY OTHER WEEKEND) to go to a beach at 5am to watch the sunrise.
well...
shit happens, lets just say.
hahaha.
ended up hiding our arses at home the WHOLE saturday.
we cooked dinner and everyother meal at home,
without even stepping an inch outta the house.
okok. josh n i had an exception.
(:
we had to grocery-shop and get my studying desk n chair!
YAY.
finally.
though its a TOTALLY plain desk with potentially NO style.
NO drawers or whatsoever.
but im so glad i got one.
like... FINALLY!
ohhh ohhh ohhh and i love that leather wheely chair.
to roll roll roll ard the whole bloody house.
(:

today is sunday (okkayyyy)
and i attended mass for the 1st time at St Peters.
it was nice.
very communal.
unlike the city one St Francis.
but somehow,
its too italian for me.
alot of hymns were alienic to me.
and i barely kept awake cos of the ambience.
it was perfect for slumber =P
soooo decided to travel an hr every week to the city.
gosh*

now im studying (i know it sounds unlike me.)
my assignment notes.
for WEEK 7.
and its only week 3 on monday.
sighhhhh.
cos i got a huge kickarse essay of 3000words to write.
and murder myself over.
so gotttttttttta mug like f*ck.
stress stress stress.

TODAY is the hottest dayyyyy ever lived.
really.
its supposed to be fall/autumn now.
but hell isit BLOODY hot.
all of us were sweating PROFUSELY ok!
and everyone is calling me up to complain.
and ask me if they can 'borrow' my aircon.
hahahah
know whats the best parT?
MINE'S SPOILT.

damn isit killing me.
i got NO fan,
or Heater (for winter)
and my one solution to salvation is gone.
LOST.
):

i miss home!
jst talked to ad,
dad and sarah and alll the babies back home.
all the babies are sooooo cute!
i just cant imagine not seeing them and cuddling up in bed at night when i put them to sleep for another ... what... a year??
OMG.
its really a killer.
to have to go thru each day
struggling
and not have a source of support physically here.
to read and self-study alone everyday
without the comfort of SEEING
7 other sisters just keeping faith in me here.
it leaves me insane to just cope with the possibility of an emotional,
Physical and MENTAL breakdown.

no shit.
its hard to concentrate with 99%of your world back home.