whoaaaaa.

last night was one to rembr.
instead of participating in the mumus festivities,
me, pat, joshua, alfred, ken, peizhen etcetc decided to crash at my place,
with lotsssssssa booze.
YES.
booze yet again.
even the non-alcoholic elliot is hooked onto tooheys.
wahahhahaha (:

alfred and all played games and chatted
and he got so f*ckin high/drunk/retarded that he couldnt think right.
he even contemplated the weirdest events i shant continue.
but he digged us so much
we had the most fun last night.
ohhh and he PUKED on my couch and carpet.
etcetc.
hahahah
josh stayed over.
elliot n pat were takin care of alfred downstairs.
and I fell asleep. unwillingly of cos.
heh/ opssssss.
but overall it was great.
i kinda felt sad cos all we cheap drunks had so much worries,
so much probs to share,
we jst never found the right ppl to share it with.
and yday,
we totally OPENED up.
like literally blurted our thots.
and our IMPRESSIONS.
which was a-okay-weird.
goooooo figure.
i guess we all had our f*cked up days,
we just put on a facade and made the werld ard us happy instead.
yet we ourselves were dying inside.
):
i couldnt bring myself to say our my entireeeee emos,
but i guess my face gave it away.

i wish i knew how to handle sad drunks.
to say what they need to hear.
and let them be loved (:

one happy update is joshuaaaaaa (:
he's the sweetest thing ever.
and yes,
he's a med student.
he listens so intently to me,
it kinda gets me excited and i dont stop talking.
(:
and he never judged me.
and its funny cos he knows everything bout me now.
and he walks me home frm uni like for 30 mins everyday
without complaint.
and he's so f*cking funny la.
he talks alot of crap when he's asleep.
and he says the best things at the best time.
weird situation to be in,
but its all good.

STILL.
i wish i was home in sg.
nothing can compare to the loveeee of one's family n frens.
and i miss meg, churchies and ij-ians.
):
the med undergrads are sooo close that we're meeting EVERY sec.
if we need to do smth else,
we'll get it done, and meet the NEXT MIN.
hahahah thats how inseparable we are.
sometimes i dont miss home that much.
but sometimes i wanna run home.
but one thing's for sure,
the med ppl have made uni startup sucha willing event.