i hate my werld.

i dont know if i should be alarmed.
i dont care really.
i just suddenly felt so lost without.
and i wish i dont have to face another FUCKED UP attitude that you give me every other day.
no,
i dont enjoy your sarcasms
and i dont appreciate your arguments.

i hate this .
i hate this .
i hate this .

and the other YOU.
you think im a waste of time.
its not like im telling you to fly around the world for me
or anything like that.
i hate your sympathetic talks.
save it.
i hate you and everything you make me out to be.
i will fag if i have to,
to get over you.
but i wont lay to rest.
to see you walk right over me,
like i dont exist.
pout*

okk.
gotta go do my routine.
get myself dead blackened.
my lungs will corrode soon.
and my guts will spill.
i'll get sickle cell anemia soon.
for all the mutations of my fuckin cells.
roar.