- all we do is linger-

im not mad at ppl in general.
its just my mood and i come off very grumpy.
wow. shoot me.

i mean,
i FINALLY mk an effort to dress up, put mk up on, get my hair pretttttty and all that.
and then- NO PLANS for a fuckin friday night.
and its ok.

i mean,
im fine stayin home and all that. (im not a clubaholic or alcoholic)
but still!
a girl's been pouring her eyes out into her palms everymorning, arvo and night.
the least u cld do when u mk plans is to keep it right?
grrr.
its no one in particular. just grumpy ol' NON-engaged me.
no more reason to get up each day, let alone dress up on a fri night.
and im sad. i am. depressed? no comments. but sad fo' sure.

and all i needed was 'my person'-
u knw, that person u can call on when ure shit or happy,
one person to say nth yet mk everything better.
MY PERSON.
of cos meg and all, but everyone has commitments of their own to be bothered drowning in my tears. ew.
so when all comes crumbling down on me,
who will be my person?