i dont wanna judge u
and i dont wanna have to dig out our long long history and analyse every single detail that went wrong in our rship.
it took wayyy too long for me to put it in my "to forget" list
and even when i forgave, i still havent forgotten.

anthony:::
its been a while
since anything.
since we talked, went out, or even saw each other.
you cant walk out after 3yrs and 4 mths
when u liked,
and saunter right in when you need me.
in fact, u dont need me.
u just hv no one else to go to.
cos' no one else wld let u.
no one in their right mind will let u ditch them and stil take u back, like i did, with opeennnnn arms
and still have the strength to smile back at u like nth happened.

i missed u for a while. (a very very long while)
i left every ex-bf i had for u.
i gave up the werld jst to be with u.
and nw ive found sm1 worthy to be mine for the rest of my life,
and jst cos we're on hard times now,
doesnt make u a better choice for me.

you cant say i miss u and expect me to give up everything once more for u.
u never gave me anything
not ur time ur effort
not even ur eyes.
u looked at every girl that walked past.
and u cldnt tk one sec to look at me, crying inside and OUTSIDE.
u barely even knw what i like. what color i like. not even what i dont like.
and what i dont like, btw, is u, doing this, at the wrongplace at the wrong time.

its getting a lil old dont u think?