life- i need another title for this piece of shit.

ok this is the part where i whine and you accept my whinings.

S:

i need to move hse cos my current lease is ending.
thats one shit.
the other is... i need to get rid of jewel. she has ruined my house, my shoes and my finances.
and the new place is NOT gonna allow pets.
thats the second shit.

then my MCR test is next week. big whoop. im fucked. accepted.
then,
i got a TRAM fine thats wayyy overdue (im too broke to pay for it btw)
and too many parties to attend that im too broke to even rsvp. thats sad aint it?
veryyy i say.

im stressed.
tahir is coming to stay with kris for a month. which also means IM FUCKED.
gotta study and accomodate a 3rd person in this tiny tiny apartment.
erghhh and in dec kris FAMILY is coming.
THATS A BITCH.
imagine like 5 ppl in a one-bedder apartment. THATS SICKKKKKKKKK.

im nt looking forward to life i'd say.
sm1 tell me everything will work itself out again pls.
im at a standstill and i cant rembr when i last smiled at the simple things in life!
like.... life in itself! or.... the cuteeee puppy i USED to own.
or sth even simpler, the days to come.
the lovelyyyyy days with my love and my family and friends.

whats with the lack of enthusiasm ard here?
is it me or did the lights go out?
at what point do we say, enough pretending?