sniff sniff. (literally- go sniffing)

i cant breathe.
my nose is clogged up and my adenoids have probably burst from the intensity and quantity of my coughing.
i have had 4 nose bleeds in the shortest time ever recorded in epistaxis period
and i haven't had a non-nasal voice since forever.

i cant even talk without having to clear my throat a thousand times.
and i am officially Rudolf's double.
(yes the red noise reindeer. are we done poking fun at patients?)
and these headaches. AHHHHHHHHHH.
dont even get me started on em!
(but u knw i will anyway (: )
its nt tension headache or cluster headache.
its like stabbing a pin right in the middle of my brainstem, deep inside my skull
and everytime this happens,
my nose bleeds.
so take the number of nosebleeds and multiple by... lets see... a million!??!?!?

oh dont even mention the soreeeee eyes.
i look like freakin Sadako from the Ring.
dont mk me post up pics to prove my point, cos i will!!! ):

im very sad.
apparently its hay fever (post winter illness)
but NOOOOO one week of antihistamines havent helped.
neither does panadol.
or codeine. or the combi!
NTH WORKS
and my eyes. ohhhh my eyes. i wear glasses noW! glasses that arent the right degree cos it isnt updated yet.
OHHHHH MY EYEEES.
and nose. and throat. and voice.
anddddd HIGH FEVER 39.4 for the past 3 days.
ohhh my brainssssssssssssss. theyre melting. *shrivels to the floor and curls in a foetus position*