birthday boy

im that incessant voice you dont wanna hear.
im the reason this all began.

i dont function well anymore, generally.
i spend countless hours worryin abt where to stay for 2 weeks in sg cos keith isnt coming out.
soooo i'll be alone.
i meannn,
i have a lot of frens to meet and stuff.
butttttttt its the LIVING tht needs another thought or two.
and its freakinnn me out.
cos i got exams on 13th june
and 3 assignments due then.
but im LEAVING on 13th. so i have no time to figure out where the fuck to live.
DAMN IT!!

decided to go thailand for a bit so i can see linn stef xy moreeee.
cant never get enough of them i tell ya!
still...
i gotta figure out where to go and how to get there.
i still got a bloody huge debt with my current air ticket.
its on a credit card
and you see,
credit cards are not friendly things i tell ya.
i spend half my life working to pay em off.
im fucked. fucked?? fucked.

and to end off on a slightly lighter note....

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY BABY!
To my baby keiboy! (:
Wishing you all the best, and most well deserved things in life.
and hope that we'll have many more birthdays together.
Though im nt there now to get wasted with you in GOTHAM!!! (:,
but i jst wanna let you knw
that youre righttttt here in me
and i love it.
i love you!
God bless and i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you my oooshhhhy baby waby.
(: MWAHHHHHHS*
tk cr.
and STOP KILLING YOUR LIVER AND LUNGS.

tsk*