): non-existent blog. sniff.

i havent updated for a long long longggg time.
and i realise its useless.
practically only MYSELF reads this shit.
teehee.

went to the Creative Costume shop today!
got gloves! and HIMAWAN got a bowler hat.
(: for our 1920s gangsta theme for tmr's M&M ball.
yes. that means- Monash & Melbourne Uni ball.
shits.
hope nth catastrophic happens between the 'cousins' tmr.
(: heeeeeheeeeeeeeeee.

sorry to those faithful readers who have missed out soooo much on my daily updates
(mainly cos i DIDNT update)
haha.
so...
anyways, been stressed.
technically year 1 isnt meant to be tough.
unless of cos, youre in MY cohort,
where studying is a 'relaxation' technique for craig hassed and all his *toot*s.
oh well....

anyhow,
so i land myself in clayton on friday evening,
after a shit good week at rural bendigo.
and after which,
had dinner on fri nite with mich and kris my honey bunnies!!
(:
anyway,
bendigo was alrite. not THAT rural really.
and many things happened there.
esp when we got wasted.
and pretty much spent useless time lying on the floor in our aptments,
watching Simpsons and oprah winfrey.
*you get the idea*

anywayyyys,
school's been shit.
really unnecessary stress.
we just started anatomy.
and its really getting us UP, as well as Down.
(not down syndrome btw)
we've all got the medical stud syndrome,
which inculcates the excessive use of medical jargon
and de-technicalisation of ALL ASPECTS of life.
and practically,
being a total prick and fuckedup shit,
that annoys all,
EVEN those amongst us with NO idea wtf just happened.
(:

well well.
i cant complain,
when im the victim of such random shouts for humanity.
im desensitised now.
after cutting up a whole cadaver.
that poor old lady had her whole shoulder sliced and surgified
with all the med students' slashes and gashes.
S:
i cant say i'd want to be a body donater myself after death.
seriously. )":

now that its over.
and i've totally "unmastered" the idea of the shoulder joint and what not,
im gonna reside to a life of simpsons.
anddddd futurama!! (yes its back on tv pple!)
oh oh oh!!
and of cos-
i talked to my dearesttttttttt daoni yday.
(: so glad to be closeeeee to him again.
a sudden rush of nostalgia is just running thru me.
and i realise-
i miss you, dear.
):

-------------shoutout------------------
to YOU.
yes. thanks for ruining my bendigo trip..
well,
at least for being there and turning a perfect bar night out into a total hoe.
i dont think i'd everrrr be able to thank you for all the fucked up things you did.
and maybe i never will.
but i'd be glad if you CONVENIENTLY (of cos, of cos) just disappear from lectures
and out of myyyyyyyyyyyyyy life.
yeahh you heard me.
sooo poof! go go go! shooo!
im done with you.
and, of cos,
im a 'wanker' according to you, yeah,
cos your vocab is pretty low and unequipped,
for such an existance as yourself.
'im a doctor' and all?
yeahhhhh. you really dream too much.