god please help me.

i dont knw if this if what god sent me to melb to face.
but im sure you wont leave me here to die of d****.
i'll have to work my arse off.
and dilini will be workin w me too.
but that amt is wayyyyyyyyy too much.
muchmuch more than any amt i have ever heard of.
pls god
now i must really really really ask u for this ONE favor.
pls god- help me.

): i cannnot pull thru any longer in this life.
pls help me.
STEF i tink u mite knw what im talkng abt.
uve seen IT at ocbc bank.
):

god.
dont ditch me to find my own way 0ut of this.
im lost.
and i really need you right now.
J. why did u have to ditch me now as well.
Wil. thanks for everything.
but i DONT need ur help really.
its not worth it. ):