marlboro treatment.

if not for certain particular circumstance,
i think that i'd already be dead drunk by now,
and henceforth,
diagnosed with liver cirrhosis.
i shant complain tho-
cos' i did it unto myself.

the marlboro treatment is a therapy for forgetting
hard to explain.
but ya get the idea yeah? (:
a lil booze and a lot of chimneys would make the night perfect.
(:

-----last night------
you told me to fuckoff.
then you called me back twice.
then you told THEM about me.
(thanks for that yah, bitch)
andddd
you tried to get me even more drunk than i already was.
(you fuckwit)
andddd
i stared- called you a bastard.
and proclaimed the only truth in what really happened.
(you REALLY were pretty whack)
and then,
after a couple of drunk "i-hate-you-but-i-love-you" stares,
you said sorry.
SORRY????? SOOO-OOO-OOO-RRRYYYYYY???!

HELLOE!??!?!? are we still in the same era my dear?
NOWWWW u say sorry?
when it all happened so long ago. (well LONG ENUF)
and after BITCHING your way around life,
getting what YOU WANT, and fucking the rest,
playing by YOUR fucking rules,
listening to what YOU have to say, and shutting my life up,
PROCLAIMING how great your *&^%$#@ is,
washing your hands,which stabbed me, off my life,
and basically making me weak till now, smoked and drinked and wasted.
PLS TELL ME ure kidding.
OMFGosh la.
dont make my imaginary balls pop out and start juggling.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEeeeee.
you sick wankofaman.

youre REALLLYYYYY sorry?
sorraye, you say?
well a lil late yah.
i think 'can you not shoot me to death' would make more sense right now.
omg.
why is it that fuckers are called so,
yet they take their whole lives to literally fuck oFF?
ironic yea??
how we nv ever learnt to fall.

darlin leave the light on for me
i'll be there before you close the door
give you all the love that you need.
darlin leave the light on for me
cos when the werld takes me away
you are still the air that i breathe.

i dont knw
just how far
i have to go.