don't give up on us baby.

OMG.
fuck you England (dont mind, my fellow englishmen)
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
portugal vs england.
p. won on penalty.
i'd like to personally say,
that IM HALF PORTUGESE.
so all you fakers,
LEAVE MY CRISTIANO alone.
wahhahah (ohhhk, linn u MAY share him with me.)
hahaha.
yes thats rite beckham-
take your tears back to england,
cos portugalllllllllll is gonna play france next!
(: WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
omg. now i lost my voice
AND am dead sick,
thanks to screaming my bum off, cheering for portugal at Ice Cold Beer yday!
(: tee hee.

went to eat today at SATAY VILLAGE.
uberrrrr good!
(: -licks lips-
now im bulimic- and DONT stop me.
wahahahahaha.
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abuse the way you talk tome
let alone the way you dont-
if it pains you to watch me with someone else,
then close your eyes,
cos im not gonna change no more.

with what little faith you have in yourself,
dont push your fucked up attitude with me.
ive thot it thru,
and maybe i am right after all-
i dont fucking deserve you right from the start,
and if you feel i am 'chucking my haught' around,
then we'll play it by your rules then!
FUCKOFF.
im not that cheap.

i have to consistently change myself
-self-mutilate my character
and truebeing,
to try to accomodate to YOU and your demands before.
and after a whole lot of praying for answers
and MEETING PPL WHO CHERISH ME much more than you even REMBRD me,
i realised..
you need to fuck out of my life.
of my mind.
and while you're at it,
TAKE the memories of you along.
dont have to be weebit generous here and leave bits of yourself with me,
cos i dont want them any more than theyre worthless.
you knw it.
you knw it was all a lie.
you knw that no such 'love' existed.
you knw why , tho?
cos YOU FUCKING MESSED UP.
and while fuckin ard, you broke me into BITS and PIECES (sounds like that retarded shop. haha)

laugh while you can.
smile while your face isnt forgotten yet.
cos' soon enough,
you'd be wanting me instead.
(thanks to all who convinced me that im worth much more than just a piece of junk. aka YOU)
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argh. sigh.
tired of ranting alr.
need a smoke.
i HAVENT SMOKED IN AGES.
omg.
ok la. 24 hrs.
but thats fucking gooddddddddddd la!!!
omg.
too fucking long for human sustenance.
sigh sigh. okok.
UPDATE ON PIXIES!! (: soon