a pale, friday morning. -all by myself once more-

yessssss.
im bloggin again. in the freak of the mornin'.
HEY
(loneliness kicks in after a while of realising that i never wanted to be this way.)

the CHIJ alumni president in spore is stepping dw.
May C. hope all goes well for you!
(as much as im in melb n ure prolly thinking how i engage in the alumni,)
well,
internet! (:

i miss IJ so much. i bet all ex-ij-ians will share my sentiments on this one.
and despite everything that happens ard us once we leave,
there's always (and always WILL have)
a resonating nostalgia of IJ.
that old looking buildings, yet still so rich in culture.
that usual masses we'd have, and the Peace be with You part (the spirit is strong!)
and the times we bitched bout literally everyoneeeeeee in the toilets.
and it formed my main 'secret society' of gossips.
(heh)
i miss LIFE in IJ.
so pure. BOYS didnt matter cos we had each other.
right megg, linn?
we had the BEST uniform (uh huhhh)
and the most gorgeous looking girls. (:
we had .. well... the most bungs too.
(but thats a plus point for many)
and our teachers (most ex-ijians as well) were wonderful.
(even the annoying bitches up our arse for our low belts)

i miss IJ. and all my lovelyyyyyy friends from there.
if i had a daughter, she'd DEFINITELY go to IJ.
no doubt.
(anddddd)
i'll ensure she meets NO AC bOYs.
(well....)
mayb one or two. but NO DATING THEM.
but then again... i guess that's what makes IJ girls I-J-girls.
(not that theyre flirty or whatsoever you're conjuring up)
but more like,
we're LOVED inside out! (: heh. -excuses-

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im glad youre happy.
and i hope you're trulyyyy blessed, as much as you look.
and i know how much you're enjoyin yourself.
cos' im not there
to be the one to nag at you
or call you every sec to mk sure u got ur dinner
to wash up after you
and make sure you got theme 2 notes.
im not there at all.
to even be the one you'd hold in lectures
or sleep on during aroni's lects.
i wont even be there when you need a person,
just a simple person,
to say things are gonna be alright.
or we'll pull thru this tog.
i cant be there cos you told me so.
and you'll never want to go back to those times.
but you knw i'll be there.
cos' you've got the whole of me. always and ever will be.
i'll be home before you knw it,
and i'm going home to someone else.
everyone other than you.
anyone other than you.
but i knw that theres no one other than you,
who can steal my heart away the way you do.